[ this chapter contains cheesy shit. idek why i have such idea. its suck. im going to puke ]
LEE HYERIN
we were joined by hangyul, kyungmi, and sort of junho. he's sitting and flirting with a bunch of girls.
we al spent a few more hours on the beach before i got tired and annoyed by all these shells digging into my feet. i told seungyoun i wanted to go home and he seems relieved i said that.
the rest of them stayed there for a bit longer.
and thats when my whole day turned from good to worst day ever.
while we're leaving, two girls who look around our age came up to seungyoun and ask if he could take picture with them. he laughed and agreed.
that's not the part that worried me. i dont get that jealous. the thing now is im their photographer and these bitches kissed his cheek and gave him their numbers.
the same feeling of anger, worry, and sadness from before crept over me again. i didnt want to know if he keep the numbers or threw it away so i just glared at him and ran to my apartment.
and of course, seungyoun followed me and screaming my name.
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i slammed the apartment door shut, just to have it reopened by seungyoun a second later. i was stomping towards my room when he grabbed my arm.
i just want to be alone- actually no. thats the opposite of what i want. i just dont want to loose the people i love anymore.
" hyerin stop! " he yelled. " i gave them back the papers and i told then you're my girlfriend. " i ignored him turned my head, ready to walk away but he pulled me again, making me look at him. " i wouldn't do that to you, i love you so much. " his voice cracked as if he was afraid of something . "
i let out a heavy sigh as i look at my feet. " please look at me, hyerin. i need you to know that i'll only love you for the rest of my life. i cant imagine not being with you. "
i glanced at him but i knew if i did, i would probably bursted into tears. i know it wasnt even that much. im just not as strong as people expect me to be.
he opened his arm and smiled. " come here. " i slowly walk into his arms, digging my face into his chest as i started to cry.
seungyoun lifted my chin so i was looking up at him. he placed a soft kiss on my lips before picking me up and placed me on the bed, climbing next to me. " ood night. "
" eh, what time is it? " i asked while scooted closer to him.
" 8:30 "
" duh, thats really early for me to sleep! "
shrugging, he began to tub a small circle on my back. " i know but you said you were tired. "
" you'll just lying here awake then. "
" its fine, as long aa im with you. "
" ew, you're too cheesy. "