𝗺𝗮𝗳𝗶𝗮 ᶜˢʸ

thirty six

[sorry for keeping y'all waiting for 10 days :(]

LEE HYERIN

"morning!" one of a new gang members came to the kitchen- where everyone eating their own breakfast, greeted us happily.

"morning hyeongjun." i waved a little as he took a seat beside me. "how's everything so far?" i break the awkwardness between me and him. "not that good but it kinda nice to be one of the gang! i can easily spying on someone since i have the innocent look!"

it's true though. last time they told hyeongjun to spy on this mid-age guy, he pinched his cheek and pat his hair- i don't know if the guy is stupid or he just can't resist hyeongjun's cuteness.

"yes you are~" i cooed, pinching his cheek. "where are the others?"

"minhee is sleeping, dongpyo and eunsang are arguing about their heights and dohyon is eating in his room. what's new?" he shook his head while munching his food.

"hello!" the taller one cooly said as he came in, opened the fridge before searching for something.

a sudden feeling of throwing up came inside me which my small smile to fade away. "noona? are you okay?" hyeongjun asked with concerned, catching everyone's attention in the kitchen.

"i- i- fuck." i rushed to the bathroom and kneeled down, throwing up in the toilet. a felt my hair being held up, as i do my business.

i my mouth, looking up only seeing seungyoun looking at me worriedly. "baby are you okay?"

"i- i don't know, i feel like shit right now."

both of us went out and walk towards our shared room. "do you need-"

"get out."

"wha-"

"just- get out." i calmed myself down before i could yell at seungyoun. why am i feeling like this? it's not that we- oh shoot.

i yelled soomin's name, which she stumbled when she opened the door with her messy hair. "what?"

"soomin i-" i teared up, patted my tummy a few time. "holly crap you're pregnant?" i shortly nod as she cupped her mouth. "wait how do you know?"

"that's why i called you, dumbfuck."

"yeah right- hold up let me take the pregnancy test." she hurriedly went out the room and came back a second later.

a quickly went to the bathroom, locked the door and did all that stuff. i collapsed my hand, waiting for the result.

my legs suddenly became jelly, holding onto the doorknob. "rin? is everything okay?" i regained myself, opened the door with a heavy heart.

once i met with soomin's eyes, i broke into tears. should i be happy? or be sad? what if seungyoun will leave me once he knew about this? what if he move on and went to other girl? a lot of what if's playing in my mind, which stressed me even more.

"rin.." she called me softly, reaching for my hands before hugging me. "should i tell him?" i asked.

"yes baby, you should." i hug her even tighter, squeezing my eyes shut.

"what if-"

"no such as what if, all you need to do is take a deep breath and tell him about this and see his reaction. it's impossible for him to be mad at you when he's the father of the baby. he loves you a lot, rin. trust me, everything is going to be alright."

🪐

"baby?" a voice snapped me out from my thoughts, feeling a weight on the bed. "are you okay?" i nodded, tapping the pillow beside me.

"is everything alright?" i hummed, too lazy to open my eyes. silence took over, only hearing our breathing. "baby?" i called out, reaching for his hand.

"do you love having a child?"

"yeah sure! it'll be so cute and i want to pinch my kids cheeks and kiss their faces all day. teach them to habe the swag-ness and i will buy everything for them! i will probably cudd- wait why do you ask anyways?"

" no-"

"holly molly aRE YOU PREGNANT? OH MY GOD HYERIN IM SO HAPPY, IM GOING TO BE A FATHER! OH SHIT HELLO BABY~ HOW ARE YOU? IM CHO SEUNGYOUN, YOUR FATHER AND THIS IS LEE HYERIN, YOUR MOTHER-" he jumped on the bed excitedly, making himself looks like a fool 7 years old kid.

"seungyoun calm your dick down." i shook my head, pulling his shorts down.

"im too exited for my baby to come out!" he screeched, laying on my stomach while looking at me.

"it's our baby hyerin." his eyes filled up with tears, but he quick to wipe away. "i can't be sad right now!" he scolded himself as he lift up my shirt and continue to laying his head on my tummy.

[okay so honestly i've been rreeeaallllllyyyyy busy aND i don't have the idea to finish this book. anyone have any suggestion?]