I don't know what I'm doing with my life, like I get that nobody dose but that doesn't make me feel better.
Everything I used to like, I don't now or I don't enjoy as much. Used to love Swimming and now it's mer, Drawing! loved it now makes me feel like ass, Painting never enough motivation. That's the real problem isn't it no motivation no will to do anything that's it.
I can't enjoy everything is to boring or to effort needing. Is that it all there is to me swimming, drawing and painting how dull I don't even like to read or cook or bake like wow I'm the boring one in this world.
I guess it is what it is but what do I want in life? Right now?
Tea I want Tea, yeah... Tea
Bye, see you tomorrow
