Assalamualaikum guys, first of all hope you all have been doing well during this Ramadan and hope you've been quarantining well.
I'm sorry, lately I've not been using wattpad much.
And i know this is quite a very late update. I don't have a particular reason or an excuse for not updating. Hope you'll understand;)
So, let's get started.
I would like to dedicate this update to all the beautiful souls out there, who wear a bright smile throughout the day,
and shed their tears in silent under the gloomy sky.
I would never say out,
how i would feel.
Because it would never
help me out, nor heal.
You would never know how
sorry i feel when my little
words hurt you,
my heart and soul would
not let me sleep and battle against me over you.
You would never know how pleased my eyes feel by the
cute little gestures made by
you,
my brain would neither let
me sleep by playing the cute
and little memories made by
me and you.
You would never know how
your actions would affect
and hurt me,
I can't blame you because,
You're not the the one who chooses to hurt me,
I'm the one who chooses
who would hurt me.
I've been holding all my
emotions into these two
deep crystals in the form
of tears,
which twinkle and shine whenever i smile, leaving
behind all the fears.
But when these crystals
loosen their grip and my emotions cross the borders
they roll down my cheeks
in the form of teary water,
I try to hold them back, and convince myself to put back
my broken strings together,
And make sure nobody else
i would bother.
Many have been growing
up but not living their life
the way they'd like to,
instead surviving all these insomnia, fear and anxiety.
Connections makes you
habituated, but if you're
an addict of attachments
you will be hit by these
three deadly diseases very hardly.
Hope y'all liked it. Do vote,comment and share.
And also comment which line you liked the most.
I hope y'all have been utilising your time well.
This lockdown has brought many positive impacts to us as many have been spending time with family, and helped y'all to explore and bring out talents.
But at the same time it's also a negative impact to the overthinkers like me.
So guys, if you've to share anything or want to speak out, feel free to dm me. I'm not good at giving advice,
But i might make you feel better;)
Stay safe and don't risk your life.
Wassalam!❣️
#stayhomestaysafe
