Chapter 2 — Pervert
I sit up as the sun rises down on me through the window. I groan out and stand up. Just to close the curtains and lay back to bed. My hand snake on the bedside table and take my phone.
Pressing the on button, I look at the time. It's seven:twenty-four, too early. However, I can't fall asleep again after trying. A low irritated growl escape my lips and sit up. Normally, I don't wake up this early.
I look down at myself. I wear my oversized shirt and nike shorts. My eyes wonder on my wrist, seeing the scars that I made. The fresh wounds even. Sighing at the memory why I done them. Not liking it one bit.
Standing up and go inside the bathroom. I close the door behind me and I start undressing myself. Standing before the mirror, I look at my nude self. Many scars that people left me before dying.
When will I ever be cured? I aways ask myself that. Getting in the shower and turn it on. It let's out warm water. The water comforts my body pretty well. I used to have those fun times in the shower with him.
‡ Flashback ‡
"Ein! Stop!" I giggle out as Ein splash me more water in the tub. He then snakes his hand towards me and tickles me so hard that I bang my head on the wall.
Ein apologizes me afterwards and laughs at the same time. "I'm sorry, baby, I'm really sorry." He says as he kiss my forehead. I frown at him and splash him some water.
"I hate you so much."
"I love you too, sugarplum."
‡ End ‡
That's all I remember. The memory is so blurry. Sadness covers the memory up that I can't remember much of it. Depression took over me, after I lost him. Ein never told me sooner, that's when he died after I knew it.
It's been years, but my heart still belongs to that guy. I attempt to suicide, but the guys would always catch me. Like one time I try to kill myself by falling down the roof, I hit a fluffy bed instead. Pierce does this all the time.
Yes, it's been years, but I still feel the tears roll down from my eyes to my cheek. Hot tears as the water became quite cold. I immediately wash myself with shampoo and soap. Just to end the showering part of the day.
After that comforting, yet sad shower. I take out new clothes. Undergarments, a blue hoodie (Ein's hoodie apparently), black fitted tee, black skinny ripped jeans and my white Nike shoes. I look at my full body mirror and read the printed words on the hoodie,
Break The Rules
Be FreeWalking to my phone on the bedside table that's ringing an alarm. It's time for training. I turn it off, put the phone in my pocket and leave my room. Every agents have their own room. Except for Noi. He's living in with his girlfriend, Ava. They're not that quiet, if you know what I mean.
Let me tell you how we all get in this hell hole. Rhys was an orphan that Rhal found in the streets. He was in ragged clothes, obviously. We welcomed him with open arms, that means he became our brother. Asch and Rhys are very close. Rhys knows me very well, and I don't. He's very mysterious in his own way. He has been here since we were teenagers.
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