Ch. 1

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Today

Josh
hey guys, y'all excited for our trip to London?

Amanda
I'm not going...

Louis (me)
Ofc  ur going Amanda, it's a tradition, u have 2 go

Harry
Yeah, it won't be any fun without everyone, everybody has to come 😕

Amanda
Ig I can work smth out, but if smth happens I'm blaming u!

Private chat with Amanda

Me
Can you plz forget what happened last yr, everyone was stupid, and no one remembers, just live a little ffs

Amanda
I said I'm gonna work smth out you know it's hard for me

Me
Dude ur over reacting, just because harrys bsf golf Harry that you like him downs mean it's the end of the world
*told
*doesnt
Ughh I h8 these typos 😒😒

Amanda
It does mean it's the end of the world, it's embarrassing ffs

Me
Your turning 19 next month, stop acting like a 12 yr old, bye 😒
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I closed my phone and turned of my lamp, it's currently 11 pm and we have to hand in our permission slips tomorrow for our trip to London, it's gonna be lots of fun since almost all of us have never been out of Seattle

Me and Amanda have been friends since we were six teen years old, and now I'm 19 and she's turning it next month, sometimes she can act like a child, like really childish. For this last year she's been toxic as hell, but I don't have anyone else so I can't really leave her, there's also one more thing that I haven't told anyone other than Amanda, it's about my dad, now somethings are traumatizing and this one is the worst I've been through, let me explain and tell you how everything started.

Now I was born into a family consisting of my mom and my dad, I was a rape baby, meaning my mom was raped and got pregnant with me, and guess who raped her? You guessed correctly, it was my dad, after my mom was confirmed to be pregnant, she felt bad to let me go, hence why I'm still alive right now, after I was born, my mom found her love, mark Tomlinson, I took his last name and he and my mom had 4 children, Lottie, fizzy, and the twins daisy and phoebe.

After a while, When daisy and phoebe were about 6 mom and dad had Doris and Ernst and now they're 6 years old.

Now this is where my life becomes traumatic, at age six, my biological father found me, he kidnapped me and kept me in a furnished apartment and gave me a bag of food everyday, no one saw me for about two weeks after my birthday, when the police found me and took me back home, they never found him which means he's still roaming freely these days.

After that my parents never let me leave the house Alone, I always had to have dad or mom with me, if they're busy, Elena, at that time our nanny, sadly she passed away last year, may she Rest In Peace.

At age 16 I persuaded my parents to let me go to school that day alone, it took a lot of begging and persuasion but I did it, I let them let me go to school on my own, the school day was fine and we learned lots and I was on my way back home where I got pulled Into an alley way by him, and I vividly remember him saying "wanted to do it one last time, but this time with you before I go hand myself in" he said in a disgustingly raspy voice and he laughed evilly, and he did it, he raped me and left me in the alley way feeling weak.

I was sobbing into the ground beat up, and my body was on fire, by my luck, a girl was passing through the alley way and found my body on the ground and he helped me up got me good to go and I owed her the world, I still do, she's the only one who knows about this and the fate of my life lies in her hands.

I stopped thinking about that time and I wiped away my tears that I didn't know were streaming down my face, I placed my head into the pillow and welcomed a dreamless night of sleep.

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AN-

This is so sad wtf am I writing, please tell me what you think

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