Would You

CHAPTER THREE

It feels like I'm dreaming but I know I'm not. I can hear everything, but it's dark lile someone cut the lights off. I hear something like a shriek but it's animal like and muffled. I can't get anyone to listen to me I keep telling them to turn the lights back on, but they don't listen.

Harry, where's Harry? I try to get up to find him but it feels lile I'm glued to the cold tile floor. I keep hearing these random bangs like firecrackers, it's like someone lit a firework in the cafeteria, I just wish I could see maybe I could get up and turn on the lights. Then I don't hear the bangs anymore, the only sound I hear are people crying and screaming but it's muffled like I'm underwater. Then I hear what sounds like Harry yelling my name, what is going on?

I feel him grab my face and for some reason he's crying, I don't understand what's going on I just want someone to cut the lights back on. I try to touch Harry's hand but I can't move for some reason, I try to remember what happened before I couldn't see but I can't,then I feel someone pick me up which I hope is Harry but when they lift me up they put me on something hard and a strap me down. I still feel Harry holding my hand but it seems like were moving, I don't understand were are they taking me is this some sick prank going on? Then I get lifted up onto some sort of platform and I hear a door close. I can hear Harry talking to me but I can't quite understand him. I want to scream and get up and know what's happening, but I just can't. I hear two doors slam and they sound like metal, so we must be in something metal.

I hear a rumbling sound and feel someone open my shirt and I try to thrash to make them stop but again I can't move, but I hear sirens and I realize that I'm in an ambulance, next I feel something cold press against my chest and they conect something to it but what is it?

The ride is short and on the way I can hear Harry talking to someone but I can't make out what he's saying.

I feel them take me out of the ambulance and they lift me up and put me on something soft like a cushion or something. They wheel me off and I can heard Harry yell something but my hearing is worse. I hear more doors open and eventually I feel them lift me up once again and place me on something else.

I still feel the things that were hooked on my chest on there but now I can hear a beeping sound. Just then I wake up I sit, well more like pounce up, and gasp for air but I feel different. I try to understand where I am but my vision is blured a little. Once my vision clears up I can see I light and someone wearing something over their mouth, wait I'm in a hospital, but why? I try to talk to the doctor but instead of acnolaging me he reaches into me and I freak out in the most possible way. I bolt away from the cot and my feet hit the tile with no sound. I look back onto the bed and my eyes widen at the sight in front of me, I'm looking at my own body riddled with bullet holes in my chest and stomach area, and there's so much blood that the doctors have to drain it off of my body to get to my body.

I finally got the courage to walk to the cot I wish I hadn't, my face which is usually light brown is almost a purple color, my hair that used to be various shades of brown is dyed red from all of the blood that is spilling from my body.

I feel a tear fall down my face that I never knew was there and land on what used to be my chest and I hear a long beep and my memories come flooding back to me in one giant wave.

While people are scrambling around the room I stare at a screen that showed what used to be my heart rate but all it shows now is a straight line. I hear a doctor yell clear but I already know that it's too late for me. When the doctor announces my time of death tears burn my eyes and I let them fall, but only for a minute then I exit the room with the doctor to see my family.

When we round the corner into the waiting room I see my family, and of course they don't look in my direction but look at the doctor with tears in their eyes. Then my eyes find Harry, he looks terrible his eyes are blood shot red and puffy his body is shaking from his hard sobs and his hands and body is covered in probably my blood and he his sitting in the corner with his knees to his chest. I know that I will get no response but I slowly walk up to him and crouch down to face-leval and try to smooth some hair out of his face but my hand goes straight through it. I raise from my current position and walk over to my mom who is trying so hard be strong for the family but when the doctor says that I'm gone the whole room which consists of all of my siblings, Zayn, Louis, Niall, Liam, Rebecca, and Maxine erupts into a chorus of sobs. I sit with my family and friends while they cry and I try to comfort them but to my many tries I fail.

My mom and Harry end up having to receive medical attention and I walk into their rooms and sit with each of them for a while, then I walk back to the room where my body is and I notice that they cleaned me up as much as they could. Not long my family come to see me one last time and I watch them gather around my body and some of them talk to me and some hug me and weep.

"She tried to shoot more people but Harry stopped he he got shot in the arm but that's all, he's a nice guy Sarah you guys were elected to be the schools favorite couple, were all going to miss you so so much Sarah." Eric says tears welling up in his eyes.

"Sarah Maria Maxwell, God were all gonna miss you, hell it's not even your funeral and I'm already crying, damnit why do you have to be so likeable the only person that didn't lile you was that slut. You know what, if she doesn't get life and gets out before I die I promise to you I'm going to make her feel all the pain that were feeling. Harry was going to propose to you the day before Christmas break he had the whole school in on it two. I'm gonna miss you Sarah see you later." Rebecca chokes out rubbing my hand with her thumb.

No one else can speak, Bella and Brittany walk up to me and completely break down like Macy, Kelly, Damian, dad, and Maxine. When Harry comes into the room there are no sounds except sniffles, Harry walks up to my body and stares at my body with his deep green eyes that are blood shot red from crying when he speaks his voice is hoarse from his loud sobs.

"Hey babe, I miss you already I would trade anything in the world for you to be here with me. I was supposed to propose to you in two days, if I would have done it today you would still be here God I'm so fucking stupid. I want you here with me so bad, please come back we all need you. I-I-I can't function without you can't you see that if, God please don't do this to us, why Sarah please come back please, please, please." Harry keeps repeating please over and over again and he holds my vacant body and he is weeping over me and I can't take it any more, I walk over to him and I look at him and I try as hard as I can to get his attention but I cant I give up and walk out of the room to the hospital entrance and what I see outside would take the breath out of me if i still had to breath.