MI VERDAD || TAEJIN ✔️✔️

Ω 11. COCKTAIL

Taehyung's

"I'm not judging you, okay? I can understand you because you're my brother." Jisoo sighed. She lifted the visitor's chair in front of my desk and placed it beside me so we can sit side by side. "I understand that you are feeling a lot of things right now and I know that you are also experiencing great turmoil in your brain because of those emotions that's getting a hold on you. But lemme ask you some questions, okay? I need your brain to work. Consider this as an exercise before we dig into this."

Looked at her and nodded my head. I took a deep breath. I am feeling a lot of things that I can't name right now. I'm ashamed of myself because I really thought Jin would cheat on me. I even thought that the baby is not mine. What the hell was I thinking!?

"Sis, if someone was writing my life right now, I want to say fuck you to her for messing me up like this. My life should be happy after marrying Seokjin, why am I experiencing this now? Why?" I complained to my sister. She chuckled a bit. She was still scanning the photos.

"Pabo. Stop talking nonsense." She said. "Here look at this video again." She pressed the play button again. I looked at the monitor and tried to ignore the burning feeling in my chest. "Do you know this guy?"

I shook my head. No, I haven't seen him before. Not even once. "Hmmm, I see. Oh, and before I forget, since when did you know about this?"

"Since yesterday. Someone sent it to Jimin on their old apartment." I said relaying what Jimin said to me at the restaurant.

"Did you confront Jin about it?" She said. I can see worry crossed her eyes for a fraction of second.

"No. I didn't said a word. I just ... I just throw all the plated in our kitchen. And I wounded my feet and hands. He treated me and we went to sleep. He was asking me what happened or if anything was bothering me but I didn't tell him what it was. I was thinking that if I did tell him, maybe he'll get mad at me and leave with that old man. I don't want him to go away. I'm afraid, sis. I don't want him to know that I know." I sighed. "But as it turns out, I am wrong. He didn't cheated on me. It was from way back. I felt relieved. I don't care about this. It was 12 years ago. I was not in his life yet."

Jisoo was just listening intently. Nodding her head and trying to understand where I am coming from. She smiled and gave me a pat on the shoulder. I am so lucky to have a sister like her. She really is my savior next to Mama and Seokjin.

"But what if they did harassed him? We can't look over that fact, Tae. This might not be consensual." I clenched my fist. If it is, then I'll chase them and kill them all. I have the money to cover up my dirty deeds. "So, what do you plan to do with this?" Jisoo asked.

"Should I tell him? Would it be bad for the baby? I can work on it on my own. Is that necessary?" I asked her. I was thinking of this as of this moment. I am feeling so worried. I can't keep still. I need a concrete plan and let the heavy feeling go. Being shocked with these news really blocked my sense of thinking. I'm a lawyer but I don't go and win battles in court without preparation. It's very different. Being a lawyer doesn't require my personal life, but this one, this one is new. It involves me and Seokjin. It's a different case. For me it's a matter of life and death. And if you mix that and the fact that I'm a human too that feels a lot of emotions just like how other people do, it makes me imperfect. It makes me have thoughts branching put of nowhere and they eventually got out of hand.

And what if they really did touched him without his permission? What if they threatened him? I am already fuming in anger just by the mere thought of that. In my head I was already planning a murder case. I kept silent with all these thoughts and I forgot that Jisoo was asking me a question.