I Hate You

3 Missed me?

Being left alone in this huge house and having no idea of its layout,I was scared to step out from the safety of my room fearing that I might just get lost in its intersecting dark corridors and numerous isolated rooms which open into balconies, sitouts, courtyards and even into larger spacious stretches of empty areas meant to host a function or an event.

Cuddled to my pillow, my eyes leaked tears every now and then which were adsorbed on its cushion , creating ugly patterns on its expensive clothing. Everything around me in this room were extravagant contrasting to my preference of keeping it simple. But nothing distracted me from replaying the incident from this morning over and over again to find where I went wrong to make him so insensitive towards me.

Lying on the bed still shedding tears of humiliation and hurt , I lost track of time. Even though Maria was persistent about having food, I refused to eat anything as I lost my appetite and abstained myself from even touching water. This was a habit I grew up with, I always showed my protest by remaining hungry for as long as my parents would come after me, console me and promise to buy the toy they denied me earlier. Being stubborn with your parent is one thing and with your husband is another thing. And with the latest happenings in my life I don't think my husband would be as considerate as my parents.

Meanwhile I didn't see nor hear Mathew enter our room ,sparing me no time to conceal my vulnerablilty from his scrutinizing gaze.
The bed on the other side dipped, alerting me of his unexpected presence. His coat was already off, and a few buttons on his shirt were undone.
He scooted closer to my side and trapped me between his arms. Hovering over my petite body was a beautifully ripped man with sharp chiseled jaw that could cut through your skin.
"Missed me? "He asked and before I could respond he slammed his lips on mine in a demanding kiss. Without a moment to react or resist he showed his dominance over me and like a scared little kitten I gave into him easily . Breaking the kiss, he held my chin up and pressed his thumb to my bottom lip.
"I heard you skipped meals the entire day, mind telling me why? "
" I wasn't hungry " ,I dryly said.
"Then what were you hungry for,me? " he whispered against my lips.
"No ", I replied nervously. He smirked and shook his head before
capturing my lips yet again in a long sensual kiss .Once he pulled away I hungrily sucked in the air he deprived me off. "M-Mathew s-stop-" I was breathless.
But he wasn't finished yet, I felt his moist lips trail down my neck, and mark me in places I was the weakest. I couldn't help but moan his name aloud everytime his touch sent bolts of electricity dart through my body making me clench my thighs shut.

The effect he had on me was greater than I wanted it to be. His earlier words of insult had hurt me, bruised my feelings ,but my body craved his touch.I couldn't resist him nor fight my temptations as I willing spent another night of passion with him.
Having spilled himself inside me for the second time today, I was worried of getting pregnant so early into our marriage.
He removed himself from my body with a smug look morph his beautiful facial features . I was confused with his sudden mood swings, as a feeling of instant regret surfaced my mind.

"Like it or not, it's your duty to satisfy your husband. ", he said wiping himself clean with the shred of fabric he tore just moments ago in a rush to see me naked before his eyes while he claimed me as his.

"And what about you, Mathew. What's your duty towards me, your wife? ", I asked clearly irritated with the contemptuous way he was treating me .

" What? So you mean, I'm lagging behind as a responsible husband to you, that I don't keep my wife happy and satisfied. Really?
Okay then, let's do it right. I promise I'll change myself and be the best life partner you could ever have. Happy now? " his cockiness was evident over his fake concern but still being a naive girl his promise spiked up my hope.
Holding me in his warm embrace I confessed to him my feelings,

" Mathew ,the day we met, I already fell in love with you. You're the only person about whom I've had ever felt this way. Your my first kiss and my first everything, please don't break my heart, I won't be able to take it. " A tear slipped my eyes when I felt his lips on mine.
"Awww your so sensitive baby. Why would I break your heart when I feel the same way towards you. I love you ,Elisa."
I was shocked to hear that he reciprocated my feelings.
"Ya, you heard me right baby, this maybe an arranged marriage but I fucking love you, my wife more than anybody is this world", he said cupping my face between his palms. Overwhelmed with emotions I happily threw my hands around his shoulders and hugged him like my life depended on it.
"I love you too". I smiled
Breaking the hug I turned my back towards him only to miss the sinister smirk he passed my way.
"Mathew, I'm gonna take a bath, I feel stinky" I said and got off the bed.
"Hmmm" he nodded. Oblivious to his intentions I headed towards our bathroom for a nice warm bath which was shortly joined by him eventually leading to an uncomfortable round of sex. Blinded by the happiness of the moment I didn't protest nor reject his approaches instead simply took in his roughness the way he liked it.

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