Don't Leave Me (Demus Oneshot)

Don't Leave Me

"Can't believe we've gotten this far," he looks at me, with such sarcastic tone in his voice.

"Haha, of coursse, who knew I could handle being with an annoying idiot for 5 yearss?" I hiss back, clearly annoyed.

"Yeah, especially when you're fucked up enough to date said idiot, huh?" he spits back, rolling his eyes at me.

"Oh, wow. Is this a fucking joke? It definitely seems like we never even loved each other," I start to argue, anger building up in me.

"Are we seriously gonna start our day with a fight? If we are, I'll get my chainsaw ready," he says, in a sarcastic, mad voice.

"Maybe I'll get Virgil here to help uss, oh wait, he issn't here anymore," I say, putting my hands up.

"Oh really? Maybe he left because someone couldn't stop pushing people down the stairs?"

"At least I'm not hurting Thomass!"

"Oh I'm hurting Thomas ever so badly right? What about you, insufferable lying snake-"

"I'M HELPING HIM, UNLIKE YOU"

"WELL MAYBE YOU CAN GO AHEAD AND LEAVE JUST LIKE HOW VIRGIL DID HUH"

"MAYBE I WILL, IF IT MEANS LEAVING YOU BEHIND, YOU DISGUSTING RAT"

I end it there, before I could say anymore, before I hurt my love anymore. How dare I say such thing? Remus didn't deserve such thing, Remus deserved better. Better than me. I wouldn't say today was a normal day, yesterday I finally got to convince Thomas to take care of himself more and now with the support of Patton. After such tiring day, I expected more of a calming day after. I guess I was wrong. I walked out of his room, and go to the common room where we would always talk about what we did everyday. I sit down on the couch as tears start to fog my sight.

"What.. What is wrong with me?" I silently question myself, sobbing at the edge of the couch. Why did I let my anger control me? What have I done? Maybe it was that Remus made it seem like our relationship didn't have a purpose? No. It had purpose. I knew that. I felt the purpose. So how dare I hurt him like this? How could do that to the one I loved the most? I stare at a picture on the wall, it had others surrounding it as well, but I knew this one was more special. It was when we had just finished climbing a mountain and we sat there for god knows how long.

--FLASHBAACCKK--

"Be careful, you dork" I warned him as he jumps slightly, clearly very excited.

"Yeah, yeah, But I'm your disgusting dork, aren't I?" he chuckles off, with such adorable laugh.

"Maybe a cute one too," I gazed upon his face.

"Pfft- there's no such thing as a cute whale penis, Deedee," he states, cuddling to me closer.

"Well, I'd say you're a perfect example then," I laugh back at his statement.

"As if I could be, I'm just a annoying stupid rat," he looks down, doubting himself even more in his head.

"You're not only that, Remus. You're so much more, whatever you are, you're amazing," I tell him, taking his hands in mine.

"I love you, Janus," he smiles back, genuinely happy.

"I love you too"

~

I wish I could relive it, just for that feeling, where we stayed with each other, the calm washing over us. I felt like a stupid fool. Today was our fifth year anniversary too. Soon, I realise I'm sobbing on the floor, holding the framed picture close to my chest. The figure that had hugged me from behind snapped me back to reality.