😭🤪Lost😭🤪

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You haven't left Alma and Taylers room in a month,Alma occasionally will bring you food upstairs but you don't want to eat it.You don't want to do anything.Today was the day you where finally going to leave the room.Your eyes where bloodshot read and puffy,your hair was tangled and your clothes were dirty.You decide to take a long warm shower and brush you hair out.You brush your teeth and finally put on a different out-fit which is a big hoodie with shorts under and you put your hair a bun.
You opened the door but Alma was standing on the other side of the doorway.
"Emily you look nice in comfy clothes but are u ready to see all of them?"

"Yes!Ive been in the room for tooo long."

"Ok,but if  you need me just scream.Go get them tiger."
Alma laughs at her own words as I walk past her and start going down the stairs.
The first persons that I see is Anthony.He gives me a bear hug and kisses my  forehead I laugh and walk into the sitting room where
most of the boys are sitting.The only two people that where not there where Quinton and  Kio.All of the other boys hugged me and where really happy to see me .I walk outside to the swimming pool.I see KIO swimming what is it with these boys and the swimming pool you think to yourself.
"Mhm, KIO can I talk to you please."
"Emily if you are going to lecture me please don't."
"No,actually I want to apologise and explain some things."
"Shoot."
Kio jumped out of the pool and just stared at me. His hair was dripping and he body was amazing,his serious face was so cute but still so serious.
"First I wanted to say sorry for um calling out your puppet."
"She is not a puppet!She has a name it's Olivia."
"Well I'm sorry for calling out Olivia."
"Can I ask what was that thing about your brother?"
"Oh, so my brother was very good looking and all the girls wanted him.Slowly he started to get invited to parties and was messy with different girls, my family slowly started to realise he had changed as a person. He always came home late and was drunk.I started coming to parties with him and one party was a lot more packed and had more weed and drinks.It was another party but he didn't get  high but he was drunk and was acting stupid and disrespectful. So the party ended and we drove home.A week later he had another party,I walked in on him messing with a girl for the 100th time.So I told him that I wasn't going to watch out for him anymore and that I was ashamed of him.The night continued until I saw him on the floor not breathing, I asked people what happened and they just looked at the weed,I called the ambulance and he was pronounced dead two hours later.I didn't even get tell him that I loved him.From then on I blamed myself and my parents couldn't believe I left him at that party.My parents have never been nice to me they always drink but we look like the perfect family and my brother was always the better child.His name was James and everyday I miss him and blame myself for everything that happened that night I blame myself for every bad thing." I started to break down crying.Why did I tell kio all of this I have only told Anthony and Alma.Kios was still wet but he hugged me I smiled and still cried.
"Emily you can't blame yourself for his passing it was his choice and he chose his fait."
"Can you promise that you won't mess with different girls and try and do your stuff with her in your room?"
"Ok.Fine I promise."
You two hug and you walk inside to dry off.Kio decides to stay in the pool and swim more.You go back into Alma and Tyler's room.
"Alma do you still want to go on that girls trip?"
"Of course Emily.We need to get your baddie energy back!"Alma practically screamed.You laughed and went to change in your room,when you walk in you get scared but then you see Josh and Anthony chilling on your bed on there phones.
"Boys what are you doing in MY room?"
"Just coming in to check on you maybe help you pick and outfit?"Josh says with a smirk
"Ugh fine.Pick between shorts,skirt or jeans."
"Shorts."they both say.
"Ok so now top.Big-T,Tight none strap butterfly top or a dark red lose tank top with a white cardigan?"
"You should wear the butterfly top Emily."
"Thanks Anthony but Josh do you agree?"
"Yea sure."
"Ok cool.Turn around so I can get changed and no peeking,ok."
"Fine."they both say giggling in the inside.
You had a bra on under the butterfly top,And you had already put on your skirt.As you where putting on the top you saw the boys turning there heads.
"No peaking I said."
"Ughhh.Hurry."the boys moaned in a childish voice .All you had to do was your hair,you just did a French braid.
"Turn around boys."
They turned facing you and there jaws dropped.You knew that you looked stunning,the boys eyes looked you up and down as you left the room to tell Alma that you are ready.You two get car keys and leave the to go to the mall and maybe the beach.(you wear vans)You and Alma blast music on the way to the mall, first you two get you nails done.Your old nails looked horrible since you haven't done them in over a month.
Your nails⬇️

Almas nails⬇️

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Almas nails⬇️

You girls then go buy some  clothes and shoes

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You girls then go buy some  clothes and shoes.Alma bought a couple of things but you bought a little more than her.Then Alma practically drags you into Victoria secret. You look at her with a cheeky smile.
"Tayler is going to have fun tonight." You say as a joke.
"Oh shut up."Alma rolled her eyes and laughed ,you had been in there for about 30mins so you tell Alma you two should go to the beach and watch the sun go down.Alma pays for her lingerie and you two drive to the beach.The sun was just beginning to set,it was beautiful,and you started to cry.Alma sees you and decides to just dance of all of the anger.She plays the song Be alright by Dean Lewis.You two play round with the sand and the water.You run into the ocean and just start to swim in your clothes,you forget all the negatives in your life and just relax and stop thinking.You and Alma take a picture⬇️

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Posted by the @therealemily with my girl just having no worries❤️⛱@therealalma
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Joshrichards:Why weren't we invited lol🙂
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You and Alma decide it's best to go home now since it's getting dark.

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