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{Obi-Wan Kenobi} Love Tragedy

Love was prohibited.
Love was sinful.
Love was dangerous.

I never listened
and
so it destroyed me.

(Y/N)'s POV

I thought about running away from the Jedi order. Many times. Never had the guts to do so. I was scared to let go of something so beautiful, so pure and yet intoxicating. The feeling of my heartbeat going faster. The feeling of the butterflies exploring every bit of my soul. I couldn't let go. Every sight of him made me feel different from usual. A fellow master, skilled in combat, skilled in mind. Obi-Wan Kenobi made me feel that special emotion. Letting go of my passions meant letting go of him. But-

I didn't know I would lose myself like that.

Not that I cared much. All I cared was his well being. He knew that. I tried keeping it professional but I knew he can sense that little bit of sympathy in my actions. He knew. He knows. Sadly, one thing he didn't know, was that all this bliss made his lover fall to the dark side. All the sins I've made for being so selfish, they burned me. The fire in me turned into a hell of light.

And then.

It turned into a pitch black abyss.

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- Master (L/N), is everything okay? - asked a voice.

I suddenly snapped from my thoughts. Dang, it the meeting.

- My apologies, I must've spaced out.

- Unusual for you this is. - noted Master Yoda.

- I-I don't know what's got me lately. Perhaps problems with my helth. I'll take care of the issue later, let's move on. - my eyes wondered around the meeting room.

He was looking straight into me.

All the masters continued their discussion about the all the padawans' improvement. I tried to listen but my mind was everywhere but not where it was supposed to be.

- Sorry to interrupt, Master Windu but I sense a disturbance... in this room. - spoke up Obi-Wan.

Dear Force. If he realizes he will hate me for what I've done. I'll lose his love. I'll lose him. I-

I was shaking.

"There, (Y/N). The ships are approaching the temple. Soon we will begin the attack and you will get what you wanted. A deal is a deal. Siths keep their word."

I wanted to throw up.

Obi- Wan gave me a concerned look.

- If you excuse me, I-I don't feel so good.- I could barely form a sentence and left the meeting, running to my quarters.

Tears were rolling down my face. I received some concerned glances on my way but no one dared to ask. Seems like my eyes said everything. My breathing got faster. Was I really ready? Was this really the way?

Once I reached my room I headed to the bathroom. I looked at myself. I looked...pale? Something wasn't right. It must be the dark force taking over me. It must be it...

Obi-Wan's POV

- Master Kenobi right is. Something is wrong. - said Master Yoda.

- I have the feeling that someone might have broken the code. - added Master Fisto. Is he joking?

- What do you mean exactly? - asked Plo Koon.