Be My Angel(boyXboy)

Chapter 17

Ezekiel was pacing back and forth on his living room in the newly renovated cabin. He's now living in the cabin after the renovation few weeks ago, it's just a light renovation since the cabin was properly maintain and cleaned almost every week since he left. He was thinking if he will meet Michael again and asking him out as in going on a date? He never told anyone about his sexual orientation except his parents,and that's the reason why his father sent him abroad. He admitted he really like Michael even before his teenage years.

Michael was his first ever crush and maybe his only love. He also admitted that he was a coward one before, he never fought his feelings for him or even just let Michael know even if Michael may reject him or deny that he's not gay or never be gay, he was too afraid. Now he regretted everything. He knows Michael changed this past months after he came back and he saw it. How can he pursue his feelings now that he knows he had rivals and the more days past by, he knows Michael's feelings for Dark—Dark Angeles his greatest rival for his one and only angel— could've gone deeper.

If only he knows,  he made moves before; before he left but also if he let him know surely they'll just suffered for he knows his parents especially his father would interfere. He's a damn homophobic but he really not sure if his father a real homophobic because he never saw James criticize any other who had on a same sex relationship only for him. May be he just let his father enlighten that he'll not become as the other person James knew before. Maybe his father was just too much afraid that he might also lost and never  back again.

Someday, he knows his father will totally accept what he really wanted to be.

Ezekiel planned to tell Michael this time whatever his feelings for him. He doesn't care if Michael reject or accept him as long as he can express his deep feelings for him.

The love, yes, love, he didn't just like him but he really love him or even have a little obsession for Michael. He admitted he was obsessed with him and done things not other people do with the one they loved.

He really wants to meet Michael before he leaves again, this time he wanted to tell him not leaving without telling him like before.

He grabbed his phone on the couch and  hit the name he wanted to call.

"Hello, hmmm Ezekiel...... hi, kamusta(how are you) it's been three days since the last time I heard from you. Are you really okay?" Michael asked worriedly.

"It's okay angel, sorry for just ignoring you all the last time. It's just i had a light problem  received from the company in LA but it's not really a big deal",Ezekiel answered.

Michael confused why Ezekiel and Dark had given him the same pet name although it's really his first name but he really not accustomed to it. His parents and twin even Lily not calling him that, ohhh yeah he hates to be called by that name he didn't know or maybe because the other used to called him  that to bully him or they wanted him and made things that  made him disgusted. He wanted to poke every time other people call him that aside from his families and close friends but they knew he didn't want to call him that so they didn't. But with this two, why to hear it from the two special person he can't understand his feelings like he was floating in the air every time they call him like that. He felt that he's really a special person for them too. He knew that the two persons have special place in his hearts and it really makes him feel sad that the two were going to leave him again but he knew that this time they will constantly communicate with each other not like before and this time he'd got the others name.

Michael really wanted that  this two meet each other before they leave but he knew that Dark already left yesterday as what he had said when they last talked.