Being a cold, quiet guy that he is, it's hard for him to get close to people. Some people would have misperception about him before they even bothered to get to know him and some people just avoid him right away.
When King approached him and made an effort to get close to him, he had his doubts. It threw him off that someone as famous and as kind as King would even bother trying to talk to him but the senior's persistent effort managed to break down the wall that he built around himself, but only for him.
He wanted to care for King the same way King cared for him. He thought he was as special to King as King was to him. But after what happened, being pushed away after he has bared open his heart, he suppose he was wrong. Maybe King was the same as everyone else, approaching him just because they found him 'interesting' and leaving him out cold when they get bored of him.
He suppose it was his fault though. For opening up to King and allowing King to see the real him.For thinking and hoping that King was different, that he actually cared. After all, he was just a weird, boring person that deserve the loneliness he was in.
"You don't have to look after me tomorrow. You should spend your time with your friends. I'll be with mine too. " King's tone was as kind as always but Ram heard the 'I don't want you around' message in it. And after King pushed him away when all he wanted to do was lay close to him and warm him up, he knew King was done with him.
After what happened that night, Ram made a conscious effort to stay away from King. It was quite hard at first, since his eyes would find King on instinct and more often than not, he would meet King's eyes as well and the blank look on his face reminds him that the senior was done with him. But as more time passed by, he found that he would avoid King on instinct, even avoiding the places that he knew King would always go to so when he came across King at the place where he would usually feed the dogs, he froze and after a moment, made a move to get away from there when King's words stopped him.
"Ai'Ning! Long time no see! "King greeted him cheerfully, smiling as he walk over to him.
Instead of feeling happy however, Ram felt angry. How dare King talk to him and pretend like he never pushed him away after he had bared his heart to him.
"Are you feeding the dogs? "King asked but stopped in his track when Ram took a step backward away from him, the junior's face stoic and cold, just like the first time he met him.
"Ai'Ning? "He said unsurely and Ram flung his gaze away. "... Ram? "He tried again.
Not saying a word, Ram picked up the bag of dog food from the ground and calmly strode away, leaving King who didn't realize that there were dogs approaching him.
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Cool Boy and Cold Heart (RAMKING)
FanfictionRam bared his heart open and broke down his wall for King only to be pushed away in the end.