so basically right now i feel like anytime i smile or laugh i really feel like it's fake like i be thinking that when i am laughing and it just bombards my head and that's all i think about when i'm talking to somebody.
it kinda messes with me and think terrible things, ya know? it sucks oh so bad and i absolutely hate how it feels.
but also get this so as many know i moved in with my girlfriend and i sleep right next to her but once she goes to sleep i'm stuck in my head and it's just terrible the night terrors are so much worse. i see things that i guess i'm imagining but still it's scary and i can't do nothing but stare at it. i don't know what it is. maybe a demon? maybe a shadow? maybe a friendly spirit? i don't know but all i see is a black body with no face.
but yeah the shit is scary as fuck and sometimes it can be white, i see it randomly throughout the day but i guess i'm the only one who can see it
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De TodoDon't read it if you don't want to... It's pretty much what's happening in my life
