Feelings:Part 2

18 1 0
                                    

Overthinking.......The one thing I had been doing since the tragedy fell upon me.

I cursed myself for not studying those past two years, for my low grades and also for being myself.

Things were pretty clear to me by now. I had to do something to feel happier and console me. So to do this, I went on a rampage to make myself useful. Now, this might seem easy in the next few lines, but it took me two years to accomplish this task.

I decided to try out the classic method of moving on.

Exercise.....

FAIL! I could not!

I should have because for the next year I am not going to have periods due to this stress.


Going out with friends.

FAIL!

I was low-key jealous of everybody happy around me. I ended up fighting with most of them because I am a short-tempered person. It ended up with me being more miserable.


Swimming.

GUESS WHAT! FAIL!

Waking up at 6 AM for swimming and then joining classes at 9 AM till 5 PM was too much for me.


I finally decided to go for masters in my subject and started extra tutorials besides my curriculum.They were a fail for first year. I had to repeat the same course the next year and pay twice.

How it feels after moving on from a break up.Where stories live. Discover now