Fucked up world

✯𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔷𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫✯

Owen's POV
"Take your shirt off."i said while ray was staring at me confused "bro take it off so I can treat you."i said slightly annoyed but what can I say, he's clueless sometimes " oh okok."ray said lifting his shirt but to my surprise he had muscles "uhh since when did you start working out?"I said as I was sitting in front of him "a couple months ago"ray said showing off his muscles,I snickered

I started treating him not realizing I was too close,For some reason it's hard to breathe? ,I slightly lifted my head only to see his face inches apart from mine.

𝑂ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑜ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑜ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑜ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 𝑜ℎ 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡 "whats wrong?" Ray said interrupting my thoughts "huh? oh nothing's wrong also I just finished " I said blankly "ohhhhhhh THANKS BRO" he said with excitement as if I did something amazing.

"by the way imma go bring some snacks" i said pulling myself up & going downstairs "BRING ICE CREAM!" Ray whined like a kid.

I sat on the kitchen's floor trembling , thoughts  racing, heart heavy, 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡....

~flash back 10 years ago ~
"pick a flower owen"ayumi (his mom) said smiling softly "t-that one" owen pointed at single red rose, Ayumi smiled " do you know what red roses represent?" A red rose is an unmistakable expression of love. Red roses convey deep emotions - be it love, longing or desire, " love? What's that mommy?" People say love is pure, painful, sweet, and dreadful — all at once. ... Love is more of a feeling that a person feels for another person. People often confuse love and lust. Love means to be deeply committed and connected to someone or something. The basic meaning of love is to feel more than liking towards that person.

𝑜ℎ...𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒...𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒...𝑙-𝑜-𝑣-𝑒...I sat there looking at nothing 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸?!

" OWEN WHY ARE YOU TAKING SO LONG?!" I heard ray from upstairs, I sighed "BOI SHUT THE FUCK UP IM COMING" I said grabbing some snacks.

"yo" ray said like a robot ,I sighed "here is your ice cream"I threw it at him lazily "thank you squidward" I stopped "what?"I said glaring at him"s-q-u-i-d-w-a-r-d" he said again and there it is....silence..just me glaring at him and him smiling teasingly at me, I tried to steal the ice cream i gave him earlier but he beat me into it " HA nice try!" "Bruh stop with this nickname" I said visibly annoyed "whatever" he said continuing what he was doing

I hopped on my bed slowly closing my eyes 𝑎ℎℎℎ 𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑢𝑐𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑙𝑒𝑒- suddenly i got yeeted to the edge of the bed "bitch I won the race which means I sleep on the bed" he said proudly towering over me , I opened my eyes "first don't call me a bitch you stinky fuck, second you could've just told me! No need to dislocate my knee " I said rolling around the blanket "I'm not sorry though" he said looking at me "Ray...please..let me FUCKING SLEEP"

The next morning

Owen's POV:
I woke up due to the sound of the alarm, I groaned "Ray shut it off.."I said ,no answer , just the sound of the alarm 𝑖 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑜𝑑..
I lifted my body ready to smack the shit out of ray only to see no one on my bed ,I was confused "where is he?" I whispered suddenly I realized the music coming from downstairs ,I sighed knowing it might be my mom or ray or maybe the both of them

I took a quick shower ,brushed my teeth , wore my uniform and made my way downstairs and yup it was my mom and ray...they were dancing "good morning honey!"my mom said smiling at me "oh owen GOOD MORNING!"Ray said waving at me from the kitchen table "yo" we sat there eating breakfast in a comfortable silence