My Immortal | Yoongi x Reader

Part 2.6

Yoongi pov

The next day in the evening we were all in the living room except for Jimin because he was with friends, as he was the only social one. Around 22:00 he walked in not wasting any time to ask his question

-'dude, did you sleep with Jisoo' Jimin said with a sort of disgust, but also slightly upset

We all looked up

-'how do you know that?' I asked but in a way I could trail the steps of this story

-'y/n told huening and he told me, well he told me y/n was really upset because you apparently slept with an ex that visited'

-'is it true?' he said while making a sort of vomitting gesture

I looked around and saw Namjoon, Jin and Jimin waiting in anticipation for the answer

-'I did not'

Jimins upset face turned into surprise

-'but why did you tell y/n that'

-'she asked and it would be less painful to hate me then to hold onto hope' I said and I knew I sounded sad cause it was actually the last thing I wanted

-'that's very unselfish of you' Jin said trying to be some sort of comfort

- 'yeah uhm I am going for a walk' I got up from the couch and walked out but on the way Jimin stopped me and hugged me without saying a thing

 y/n pov

During all this time we of course also had our final exams. I knew everything that happened had a negative impact on my results but as I probably wasn't going to college anymore anyways it didn't matter. Today we finished the final one and Chan and Felix thought it would be a good thing to celebrate with a couple of drinks and a party in the city.

The alcohol was definitely having an effect on me and for the first time I felt better, not as if my heart was completely broken. We were all dancing in the club, me, Felix, Chan and Huening.

I was dancing like my life depended on it or something, I was seriously going for it. I went to the bar to get us more drinks. It wasn't a good idea at all as I was not even able to walk straight but I wanted to keep on feeling this way. 

-'hi beautiful' I looked at my right and saw an unfamiliar boy checking me out

-'uhm hi'

-'I saw you dancing and you seem like a girl who knows how to have fun'

-'it is because I am' I said with confidence, he stepped closer and put his hand on mine

-'maybe we can have some fun together'

An arm suddenly wrapped around my waist

-'princess is everything okay?'

I looked at Chan standing next to me. the other guy looked confused

-'oh I am sorry man, I thought she was single'

-' no worries' Chan indicated and the guy left

-'why did you do that?' I asked him making a detective kind of face

-'I don't like other guys touching you'

-'uh okay' I said confused

it didn't really make a lot of sense, but honestly nothing did at this point.

We went back to the group and I saw more people had joined. My heart feeling a punch when I saw Jimin. I don't even know why, I mean he is Jimin not Yoongi but maybe cause they live together and he is a strong reminder of Yoongi.

Huenings other friends had also joined. I kept drinking and dancing. I was actually having a good time with Chan and Felix. I never thought I was the party type of girl but tonight I guess I was. 

I went to the bathroom and when I walked out I met Chan

-'hey I know you' I said smiling pointing at him,

Man I was wasted

He chuckled 'yes you know me y/n'

I stumbled towards him and I tripped over my own fucking feet falling into his arms

- 'I always thought you were an arrogant asshole but you are actually a funny arrogant asshole'

-'I thought you were a stuck up bitch, but you are actually a cute stuck up bitch' he answered I smiled and playfully hit his chest and then all of a sudden his lips were on mine. I kissed him back but then I saw Yoongi's face in my mind, his head on my pillow, he was smiling his cute smile and mouthing I love you.

 I pushed Chan away.

-'I can't do this, I am so sorry' I quickly walked out leaving him stunned behind

I sat outside, where before I had the happy feeling of alcohol I suddenly had the terrible emotional feeling. Why couldnt I forget about him? The images of him sleeping with Jisoo entered my mind again, or you know how I imagined it. I couldn't block it out. it made me feel sick. I started crying.

I felt stupid for sitting on the side of street crying my eyes out over my ex vampire boyfriend. 

- 'y/n'

Jimin sat next to me putting an arm around my shoulders. I wasnt really sure I wanted to see him as he reminded me so much of Yoongi. I quickly wiped away my tears

-; hey jimin how did you know I was here'

-'I focused on your sound and scent'

-'oh yeah ofcourse, are you enjoying the party' I said trying to fake a smile

-'you can cry you know that right'

I put my head on Jimins shoulder

-'I just miss him and I feel so pathetic I mean he doesn't even care about me, he fucked Jisoo'

Jimin didn't say anything so I continued with letting it all out

-'I can't get these fucking images out of my head, it drives me crazy' I said more angry

-'hey y/n he does care okay' Jimin said

I laughed -'then why the fuck could he fuck her? because Chan just kissed me and I couldn't really do it cause of Yoongi, and sex is a step further than that. It's okay Jimin I'd rather know the truth even when it's painful'

-'he didn't sleep with her'