The story of us // kagehina

Kageyamas pov

My life was perfect! Well, that's what I thought...

This is my start to the story of us

This day wasnt like the others before..why?
You'll find out later.

I woke up to my parents calling me for breakfast, I sat up reluctantly before getting dressed and grabbing my bag and phone.
I traveled downstairs to my mother in the kitchen and my father at the table, I sat down and started eating my breakfast.

"Son you need to start working harder in school" my father lectured before smacking my head with the newspaper, I winced before getting up and leaving to meet by girlfriend.
I turn the corner and there she is...kissing another guy.
Kissing my best friend.

I think I blacked out at that moment however next thing I knew I was in the principals office, I had it them..not just hit them..more like beat them.

I was suspended for a week, and I was given anger therapy.
I dont have anger issues i was just mad that my girlfriend cheated on me!

My parents lectured me and i got smacked by my father as usual,
"Let down"
"Never gonna succeed now"
"Waste of time"
That's what they said to me, my own parents! I thought they loved me...

I spent that week in my room, I didnt eat just drank water or squash; my parents didnt care so neither did i.
I started to become skinnier after I went back to school I kept not eating, it was the only thing that made me feel good.

It was the only thing I could control..
I wanted control...

The skin around my eyes turned darker and fingernails brittle, my ribs became visible and my hair was thin.

I was literally and figuratively eating myself inside and out.
Once I returned to school my only friend was "shi" my online friend, I was called a "woman beater" and a "monster" eventhough they didnt know the circumstances.

K: Hey shi

Shi: Good morning x

K: haha how are you feeling?

Shi: I'm great! How are you? x

K: I'm okay thanks

Shi: what's up?

K: what? Nothing why?

Shi: I know somethings up k I'm not stupid -3- x

K: you got me, my girlfriend cheated..

Shi: jeez fuck her she didnt deserve you anyway! x

K: what would I do without you shi?

Shi: idk lol probs go on with life? x

K: I dont think I could handle anything without being able to message you x

Shi: I'm sure you will one day x

Shi's my best friend and they're awesome, I know its cheesy but i dont think I'd be alive if it wasnt for shi.

My life only when down from there, my whole school knew what had happened and I got bullied and called names, my parents were disappointed in me and soon shi stopped messaging me.
I needed control.
I need control.

I stopped eating again, this time worse.
I passed out one day and woke back up in the hospital, with a feeding tube up my nose and heart monitors attached.

Shit. I lost control.

Not even my parents are there.
They dont love me.
They think I'm a woman beater.

"Go home mum"
What an ungrateful brat, his mum came with him and he just told her to leave.
Before she leaves the pulls away the curtain and I get a glimpse of him, orange hair and small.
He doesnt look too happy.