The story of us // kagehina

Hinatas Pov, Part 2

My life goes like this for a few months: go to school, get bullied, come home and get abused.
Rinse and repeat.

Until a Febuary turns to January,
January to March to April to May...

I felt miserable and I was at one of the lowest points in my life, I had become almost emotionless, I took the insults and hits and didnt resist.
I didnt fight back or pleased for mercy.

I sat on my bed, shirtless, inspecting the many bruises and cuts all over my body.
I deserved it.
I fiddle with the bottle of tablets in my hand, Penicillin, if I take enough if them I wont feel any pain.
If i take enough itll be the end.
No more dad, no more school....

No more natsu? No more mum?...
I cant do this anymore, I cant handle it!
I take a deep breathe before taking all and laying back onto my bed.

******

I wake up again but this time in a hospital bed...

My body felt sore and I had an Iv drip in my arm and I was hooked up to a EKJ machine along with some other machines that measured my brain waves.
I had OD'd and had a grandmall seizure, my father called the police although didnt come with me to the hospital; my mother was there with my little sister Natsu.

Both asleep at my bedside completely ignoring the loud beeping of the heart beat monitor, she had drawn the privacy curtain for some reason but I'm sure everyone could have heart her cry at my side.
I made trouble for her and natsu, I caused them to be sad.

I turn my head to look at them and smile slightly, this is the first time I've seen them since the divorce was finalised. Natsu's grown, alot!
"Mum?" I mumble still slightly out of it from the drugs, my mother jumps up and grabs my hand "shoyo! Your awake!" She shouts while squeezing my hand tightly.
"Yeah I'm awake" I whisper while squeezing her hand back, before looking at Natsu who's laid next to me before patting her head softly.

My mother smiles softly at me but I can tell she wanted to cry and that she was hiding it for me, I see my phone on the chair and ask her for it.
She hands it me and I open it..I had been in a vegetative state for over 3 days, I guess it got out because my phone had blown up with messages from people some of them talking about how they know I was suffering but ignored it and others telling me well done and to take more next time...

I shut off my phone and rub my face, seeing bandages all over my body and a cast on my leg. I must have broken it without realising, my mom nods off again before the nurse walks in.
"Hello shoyo it's good to see you awake" she said before walking up to the monitors, taking my vitals, I smiles slightly at her before looking back at my phone.

I'm sorry for not helping you Hinata.

Try harder next time.

You always seemed happy when I saw you walking out of school.

Try a bridge.

We all miss you Hinata come back soon.

Faggot.

We all love you.

Fuck you fag.

Please pull through.

Die.

I leave the message app and go onto snapchat where I had all my online friends, i took a picture of the bedding; I captioned it "sorry I havent been available k, I've been in the hospital" then sent it to my internet best friend "k".
We dont use our real names for...reasons.

My phone dings, hes replied.
Hehe this idiot
He sent me back a photo of a spot on his forehead with the caption: "oh damn, why you in hospital? Fainted from my awesomeness?"
K is my best friend, I tell him everything and he listens I started to even love him but I know that I cant let him know, It'll ruin everything.

I divided to take a nap, when I woke up I was night; natsu and my mum was awake now.
"Mum" I whisper making her jolt up from natsu and look at me, "shoyo!" She shouts like before; I grab her hand and stroke it gently.
"Go home mum" I said before turning over, she looks shocked and collects her stuff before saying goodbye and leaving...