You burst through the bathroom door checking to see if anyone was in there. Luckily there wasn't, you get into the biggest stall and slide down the wall to sit, "Why're they here?" you ask yourself " Do they know me?" you continued to question. Without realizing you're seizing up to bad and about to pass out. Right then you hear the door open " Reese?" You hear Blake enter " you in here?" You give 5 knocks as told for when you couldn't speak when having a panic attack. She opens the door to see the state you were in. " Oh Reese" she says sadly. She gets down to your level and tries to calm you down. " Idk what you do, can you tell me what to do?" she asks getting more and more worried about you, you muster enough air to say "song" she sings the song your mother and Kali sung to you
You start to calm down and him along. Once you were back to normal you splash your face with water to be sure and head out with Blake. Once back you settle down and start to sleep. You feel Blake cuddle you and you do so in return. Nodding off into what you hoped would've been a blissful sleep.
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"No" you mumble in your sleep " please no, stop it" you continue " Reese" you suddenly hear Blake's voice "Reese get up" you shoot up almost hitting heads with Blake. "Nightmare?" she asks " yeah" You check the time to see that it's almost time to get ready. " we should go ahead and get up now" you say " yeah, we would" you get dressedOnce dressed you meet Blake and get breakfast. You get eggs and bacon. While Blake gets........... fish? You snicker to your self " what?" She asks you " nothing, nothing at all..." you say continuing to snicker. Once done you head to the locker rooms to grab your weapons.
The two of you were walking out when you see Ruby and Yang, once again you tenses up. Ruby waves at you and Blake, you pretend that you don't see while Blake waves back. You quickly rush out but try to act natural. Once a a safe distance you feel like you can breath again. " you good?" Blames asks " yeah" you assure her. Suddenly you hear a voice " All first year students please make your way to bacon cliff,again all first year students make your way to bacon cliff".
"Ready to go?" Blake asks, "as I'll ever be" you replied,you start to follow Blake to beacon cliff " so this is the start of beacon" you think to yourself.
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Story of a Torn Rose
FanfictionTrigger Warning(s): Abuse,Suicide attempt,PTSD,transphobia,homophobia