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•Fear•

fear
/ˈfir/

noun

an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or a threat.

verb
be afraid of (someone or something) as likely to be dangerous, painful, or threatening

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"Are you ready?" Hoseok called from the hallway

They were going shopping as Hoseok said he would take Yoongi to go get necessities for the male

But Yoongi was scared to go out side, he couldn't even think right as many thoughts were bombarding him

What if Namjoon is looking for you? Or even better he spots you and takes you back and tortures you for the rest of your life?

You're bitch ass won't be able to do nothing and you'll die there- doesn't that sound fun?!

"Yoongi?"

Yoongi snapped out of his thoughts as Hoseok peep his head through the room door

"You ready?" He asked opening the door wider leaning against the door frame

Yoongi looked at his outfit, It was black skinny jeans with a plain white shirt and some sneakers which Hoseok gave to him since he rarely wore it

Yoongi didn't want to ruin the outing by telling Hoseok he felt uncomfortable going outside so he just nodding walking towards the door

Both males walked out going into the car that was parked in front of the house, Hoseok getting into the cx drivers seat and Yoongi in the passenger seat

"Ah, Yoongi your seatbelt" Hoseok said as he strapped his on

Yoongi was having difficulty pulling the strap down making Hoseok lean over, across Yoongi, pulling the strap and buckling him in

It was a quiet drive to the mall, Hoseok only asking questions here and there not trying to make the other feel uncomfortable

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"We're here" Hoseok said as he parked the car and turning off the engine and removing his seatbelt as well as Yoongi getting out the car

Yoongi look at the huge building, he hasn't been outside in months and he didn't even realize it

His eyes sparkled with joy but he was to scared to let his hope get the best of him

"Um.. Hobi- is it ok if I hold your hand?" Yoongi asked shyly looking down at his feet

"Of course beautiful" Hoseok smiled as he held Yoongi's hand and walked towards the entrance of the mall

Yoongi blushed softly as he and Hoseok walked around looking for a good clothing store

music played on the radio and there was people, a lot of people roaming around the mall

Hoseok chuckled as he felt Yoongi squeeze his hand unconsciously out of fear

Hoseok rubbed circles near Yoongi's purlicue, trying to calm him down notifying that he's next to him

That made Yoongi look yup as Hoseok with a small shy smile looking back down as they went into a clothing store

"You can look for whatever you want, don't worry about the price" Hoseok told Yoongi before letting him roam around the shop

Yoongi shyly walked to the female section, not really liking men's clothing (unless it was a hoodie) on him since his body was feminine like, he loved feminine clothes

But he was always told it wasn't cute and that he should dress by his given gender so he stopped wearing feminine clothes for a while up until now

He looked at a short plaid skirt, It was high waisted and pastel green and Yoongi loved it, he wanted to try it on to see if it fitted him

"Woah- you like to cross dress?" Hoseok asked coming behind the male, startling him

"I-I... I-" Yoongi couldn't form a proper sentence, his thoughts getting the best of him

He probably thinks you're a disgusting twink now

"No no! It's alright.. I think its hot actually" Hoseok smiled cutely saying that unholy sentence that made Yoongi blush profusely

"Want to try it on and see if it'll fit?" Hoseok asked and Yoongi shook his head

"I still want to keep looking" he responded

"Then I'll get you a shopping basket" Hoseok said walking away to grab a shopping basket leaving Yoongi to look for more clothes

There was people at the shop shopping for clothes as well and chatting amongst them but Yoongi felt like he heard familiar voices around

He took some breathes trying his best not to shake as he looked around for Hoseok...

"Yoongi?"

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Cliffhanger much- hehe :)) Im such a tease

An update!- I'd call it a filler though because its short and I didn't want to keep writing I just wanted to update already

Do you guys think Yoongi will be living Happy with Hoseok or would he end up with Namjoon?

Who do you think it was who called Yoongi's name?? 😳

Welp until next chapter my little grills 🥺

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