Hidden Love

33- Should I drive?

Jungkook and I went back to the roof top and he went to talk to the kids right when we got there.

He apologized to them, especially to Yeonjun who he grabbed awhile ago.

After that, the elder brothers are talking about eating out.

"I don't think that's a good idea, Seokjin oppa" I told them

"Why? It's fun" Hobi oppa stated

"Let's just go Jindae" Namjoon oppa added

"Let's just eat out, Jindae. I missed eating out, we can do this only this time" Jungkook suddenly faced me and stated

"No, it's dangerous. I am not thinking about myself, I am thinking about all of you. Let's just call a restaurant to deliver us foods" I boldly told them

"Jindae, please?" Jimin oppa pleased but I shook my head as an answer 'No'

"Wae~ noona?"

"Noona, I wan to eat dinner outside~"

"Don't be a kill joy noona~"

"Noona, just say yes!"

"Noona. You're so boring"

TXT kids were sulking at me.

"What are you doing?" Suga oppa chuckled looking disgusted at them sulking

"We're trying to please her, hyung-nim" Soobin told him

"This always works whenever we want something" Taehyun added

"And I am the diamond card for this" Hyuka stated and was about to make an aegyo but I pointed my finger on him

"That won't work now. Stop it" I told him and he pouted

"Jindae, will you stop worrying about us? You've been thinking about us for years now. Stop it. You know that you're not the only one struggling, someone else were also waiting and sacrificing silently because they don't want to stress you. It's now time for you to think of your own happiness and their happiness. You've done enough" Hobi oppa suddenly became serious

"Oppa~" the only word that came out of my mouth

"What are you saying hyung?" Taehyung oppa asked him

"Who are you talking about?" Jimin opa added

I was so nervous looking at Hobi oppa, I know he was right and it made me realize that my kids are having a hard time too.

They're hurting but they don't tell me.

They wanted to be with their Dad but they can't.

It's because of me.

It's because I'm still doubting and scared.

"A-ah, noona will surely agree now" Yeonjun held my and

"I will be good at you and won't tease you for a week. Just agree with eating out for dinner" he made a deal and winked at me

"Okay fine!" I exclaimed

And they all shouted.

Everyone were really happy and excited to eat outside. Yeonjun, Hobi oppa and Hyuka were with me in my car while the rest, used their company car

"Oppa, are you mad at me?" I asked Hobi oppa while he's driving

"No, I'm just annoyed. Don't worry about us anymore, we're already used to showbiz. We know what to do whenever we're out, okay?" He told me as I only nodded