Polar Disorder//Solby//

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Colby's POV

I walk to my car, now holding a new bottle of my prescription. These help me keep myself under control for a few hours, until it wears off and I either take another one or don't. It depends on what i'm doing at the time.

When I finally arrived home, I made sure to take a pill before getting out of my car and heading inside. The moment I step one foot in the house(this takes place in the new Traphouse with just Colby, Sam, Jake, and Corey), I hear my friend say,

"Welcome home brotherrr"

I smiled to myself, knowing that i'm lucky to have these friends. I responded,

"Hey Corey, whatcha doin?"

He smiled before coming up to me, "I'm just doing random shit, to be honest. I'm hella bored cuz' Sam and Jake are asleep right now." He shrugged, looking down at my hand.

His face turns to one of confusion and concern, causing me to be confused until I saw what he was looking at. My pill bottle. My eyes widened and I pulled them out of view, putting them away and smiling nervously.

"Colby..what was that?"

I looked at him before the time on my phone, "Oh! Would you l-look at that? I-i should get to bed, it's getting late." I started to walk off, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back.

"Colby...I know that's a pill bottle. What's it for?" I sighed before saying, "Come sit with me in my room.." 

Once we made it to my room and sat at my bed, he asked again, "Colby, what are those for?" I kept my gaze on the ground and sighed, knowing he'd find out someday. Sadly that day is today.

I began, "Corey..please, when I tell you this, don't tell anyone else..i'm not ready to tell anyone else about this so..just please, promise me you won't." I looked up at him, waiting for him to answer.

"Fine."He answered, causing me to look at him intensely. "I promise." Nodding, I took a deep breath before I began to explain..

"When I was seven years old, I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. I lashed out, which was beyond my control, and hurt some of the people there.

I vaguely remember it, but I do remember the look on my moms face..she looked..disappointed. They gave us pills, forcing me to take one to calm down and not lash out at anymore people. Then we headed home. But after that night, I don't even want to consider it being my home.

My mom told my dad..and he lashed out. He yelled at me, hit me, threatened me, and did anything and everything a dad wouldn't do, Corey. He raped me, countless of time. it went on until I was 15, and a neighbor had finally found out.

He had heard the screaming, cries, smashes, everything. He saved me. So, I moved into a different family's home and stuff like that. Nothing too interesting. Until I met Sam. He doesn't know i'm Bipolar.

And I would prefer to keep it that way, but I know that someday, he'll find out. Or I'll tell him. I don't know. I do know that he will someday find out though. I just hope it's not soon.

But, I get a new bottle of pills every 2 weeks. So I'll be going back in 2 weeks, of course. But that's really it." I shrugged, still looking down for a moment before looking up. I saw Corey looking at the door, a shocked expression on his face.

I was confused at first, but then I looked at the door..and my heart dropped.
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Dear lord I haven't updated in like, YeArS. Sorry, i've just been dealing with stuff 🤷‍♂️ I hope you can understand.
Also, sorry about not mentioning rape and abuse at the beginning, I just thought it wouldn't bother anyone.
If it does
PLEASE INFORM ME
I would love to make sure you don't feel uncomfortable or hurt by anything in this book :)

UNEDITED