To my partner in life

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To my partner in life

1⃣THANK YOU!!! FOR NOT GIVING UP ON ME & ON US.
Each time that I thought breaking up is the best action to do,

you just ignore my words and comfort me with your securing love.

I feel how much those words embrace my lapses and help me realize why I started the relationship with you.

Little by little, the shadow of negativity started to fade.

You build strength and guided me to overcome my fears and insecurities in life.

2⃣THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME ON TIMES THAT I COULDN'T LOVE MYSELF.
Probably, this is the chance that I keep pushing you to find someone else.

For I know that I can't be that someone.

Yet, you just hug me so tight and it warms me inside.

The feeling that I am so loved by you.

3⃣THANK YOU FOR BEING THAT SOMEONE WHO IS STRONG FOR ME INSTEAD.
A constant reminder that I am strong but I need you to be there too.

You cheer me up when I'm feeling down. You were my fall-back.

The reason why I need to continue.

4⃣THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THE LIFE.
For letting me fly and see life in different forms.

You let me experience the failure, the pain, the happiness, nor contentment.

And that is LIFE- a battle of winning & loosing; risking & refusing.

5⃣THANK YOU FOR PURSUING ME.
For not giving up on me- on my childish attitude & being moody.

You still there.

Pursuing me as what you did from the very start.

6⃣THANK YOU FOR LETTING US GROW TOGETHER.
For trusting each other's wings even though we have doubts and

keep questioning our capabilities and abilities.

7⃣THANK YOU FOR THE "TOM & JERRY" LIFE
This moulded me to become strong.

A lot of things to argue together- misunderstandings and conflicts,

yet those experiences is a reminder that we need to face.

You are not perfect nor I.

Struggle is so real as life lead us to become a better version of our self.

And this is just a lost and found place.

Wherein we may lost for a while but in the end we may able to found

that losing the battle is okay than losing what we build together.

8⃣THANK YOU FOR BEING MY CONFIDANT
Contentment.

This is what I always end up realizing when I am with you.

And it help me build my confidence.

To not afraid to soar and fail.

Just us a reminder that failure is just a part of reaching success.

9⃣THANK YOU FOR THE BRUISE
The tears.

The scars.

The pain.

Yes!!! Our relationship is not perfect.

We come to the point that we are saying words below the belt but that is it.

A way to yearn years and years.

A tool that will measure if we can be together till the end.

1⃣0⃣THANK YOU FOR ACCEPTING ME AS I AM.
I may not strong still its ok.

I may not be beautiful still its ok.

I may not be enough still you show me that I am more than that.

And that is love.

No why's, what if's and how's.

Just a feeling that you loved me as who I am.

1⃣1⃣THANK YOU FOR BECOMING MY MAN
And ILOVEYOU for that.

For showing up in my life and change everything-

my principles,

my rules,

my perspectives.

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