changes || sequel to ' I'm his secret'

seven

last night was shit . Cameron in drugs , Raquel having loud sex ,Sam , new note . . . ugh .

I'm currently at the airport waiting for Andreas flight to land , im so excited to see her again and i cant wait to spend time with her .

"SKYLAR!" i heard a very familiar voice scream so i turned around and ran towards my best friend who was already running towards me .

she jumped on me and i caught her laughing , we received looks from some people because it was only 8 in the morning .

we were hugging and saying i missed you like ten million times , then threw all Andreas luggage to my cars trunk and drove back home .

" so what's been happening ?" Andrea asked turning the radio down , i shrugged " nothings changed , I'm lonely af , mom and dad working 24/7 oh and Raquel has got a new boyfriend . "

she slightly laughed " but how's you and Cameron ? "

i bit the insides of my cheeks and said "well he told me that he was leaving to England for 3weeks but last night he showed up at my house high.. and he has been very distant lately ."

Andrea groaned "really ? is he for real , drugs ?!" she paused " dumb him"

"what??why?" i asked confused

"well why not ?" she threw her hands up in the air and continued " he has been distant and has gotten himself into drugs , there's some good reasons"

" i cant just break up with him " i mumbled and turned up the radio .

Andrea sighed and stared out of the window " whatever makes you happy"

he does make me happy .

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it happened again , Cameron shoved up at my house , but this time he was drunk

" i love youu" he said dragging the' you' stumbling towards me trying to get a hug but i pushed him away

" what's wrong with you ? " i asked picking up the stuff that he had accidentally dropped

he didn't answer just sat on my bed and watched me with a smirk on his face .

" come back when you're sober " i sighed grabbing his wrist , leading him downstairs out of the front door then shut the door behind him and locking it afterwards .

i jogged upstairs and watched him walk down the street yelling something so i opened the window and listened

"IM IN LOVE " he slurred almost tripping , " IM IN LOVE WITH SKYLAR VALENTINE !"

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i knocked on Nash and Cameron's apartment door but the only thing i could hear was loud music and people talking , were they having a party ?

Nash opened the door "He- Skylar " he clearly wasn't expecting me to come here

i gave him a look and pushed past him to get inside revealing that the whole damn apartment was filled with unknown people smoking weed and drinking .

i gagged at the smell but carried on to Cameron's room storming inside . and there he was , just about to sniff some white powder .

" what the fuck ? " he jumped up from the chair and tried to hide that stuff what was on his table

"oh shi- it's n-well it is bu- babe what are you doing in here " he nervously asked scratching the back of his neck

i raised my eyebrows at him " don't 'babe' me Cameron , you know exactly why i am here . " i crossed my arms over my chest and leaned on the door frame

he stayed quiet fiddling his fingers looking at the ground making me huff " so you're not going to say anything ? "

" what is there to say ?" he murmured , i rolled my eyes "are you kidding me ? first you lie to me about going to England just to get rid of me , then ignore me completely . show up at my house high and drunk then i come here and see that oh , there are people smoking weed , doing other drugs and stuff in my fucking boyfriends apartment and see that he is doing that too ?! yeah there is clearly nothing to say "

" I'm sorry " he said under his breath , i laughed sarcastically and said " like sorry is gonna make up everything "
Andrea's words echoed trough my head , " i-i think this is it , goodbye Cameron " i fought back the tears and turned around making my way out of the apartment but Cameron grabbed my wrist " Skylar wai-"

" don't touch me " i spat , tears running down my cheeks .

he immediately let go and stepped back letting me to leave feeling like he had just ripped a half of my heart out of my chest but it had to be done .

when I got to my car i got a text from unknown number

i gasped as i read it over and over again.

' now you're all mine xx '