It's Complicated

Grey

I was walking to the doors of the therapy office. I haven't seen Harry in a week but I can promise we've been talking everyday.

"There's my girl!" I heard from behind me. Harry rushed up to come open the door for me. "Long time no see" I laughed. "How have you been?" He smiled at me, pulling me into a hug. He smells like cotton candy. "You asked me that twenty minutes ago when we were texting" I smiled

"I just wanna make sure you are okay"
I smiled at him as we walked into the group room. I feel like it's moving fast, but honestly I have a strong pull towards him. Maybe it's his green eyes or his soft brown hair. "Let's hang out later" he stated, "I'll drive you anywhere you wanna go" I debated on if I should, but the thought of going home pushed my decision. "Somewhere peaceful" I laughed and shook his hand.

"Look at all these beautiful faces looking like they rather be in prison then here!" Steve said with a bright smile on his face. "Evelyn, start us off" my heart sank to the bottom of my chest, I stared at him wide eyed. He signed sitting in his chair. "Listen, I know it's hard for everyone here, but we have to be open so we can go through everything together"

I took a deep breath before standing up. "I'm Evelyn, I was diagnosed with Bi-polar disorder after years of thinking I just had major depression and anxiety,  and really have no one to help me understand it or help me feel like I'm not crazy. So that is why I'm here" I chuckled before sitting down, drowning into myself. I sound so stupid, I want out of here.

I felt a hand on my thigh and looked up to see Harry looking at me with a soft smile. "It's okay, I promise" he whispered.

"Well where is this famous truck you were telling me about?" I asked as we walked out the door. He grabbed the keys from his pocket and double pressed the unlock button, my attention going to the giant truck in front of me. "I was not expecting that" I laughed. "Well whatcha think?" He chucked opening the door for me. "I think it's really Grey"

"Is that a compliment?" He asked getting in on his side. I stared over at him, just admiring him. "So where are we going?" "Well" He started to say as he turned on his truck "I'm hungry, so we're going to the famous, Mickie Ds" I laughed at him. "Food, sounds good"

"I'll control the radio" I stated snatching the aux cord. "I hope you like country music" "You really are amazing"' He smiled turning the radio up.

"How can I take your order" The lady in the drive thru box asked. "I need twenty chicken nuggets, two fries and a large tea, would you like anything?" He asked me. I shook my head wide eyed. How does someone who looks like he does eat that much.

After he got his food he parked in a parking spot. "This is peaceful" I said under my breath. "Oh good, I did it. I was hoping it would be" Even though I didn't fully mean it, I smiled at him and agreed.

I enjoy being around him, he makes me feel safe and comfortable. I don't get that anywhere else. He's not the first boy I have liked, but I feel so drawn to him, he's so magnetic.

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I realize this is super short but it's also 4AM. The next one will be longer, that I swear. Haha.

What do you all think so far?