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jeno

jaemin came running down while still holding his arm, i then remembered hana from earlier... no way???

"jeno, i think something's wrong with your friend. go check her out" jaemin said that made my eyes grow wide "eh? how'd you know?" i asked that caught him off guard "w-well i kinda went into tma wrong room, but yea, go check her out" he said, i looked at him weirdly and he just smiled at me.

i walked up to hana's room and knocked but no answer, i opened the door slowly and NO HANA, but i heard water dripping from her bathroom so she's just probably taking a bath. i sat on her bed for while waiting for her to finish.

"WHAT THE HELL" i walked up to her and held her arm, she took a step back and whinced a little. something is DEFINITELY wrong with her and her arm, i rolled her sleve up and saw her swelled up arm, "yea right, WHAT THE HELL, hana?" i asked a little pissed off, but mostly, worried. she keeps on getting herself in trouble and getting hurt, and ffs she's never told me anything!

she scoffed and it made me more pissed, what is wrong with her?! "why are you doing thi–"

"no, why are you doing this to me?" she asked that confused me, what is she talking about? what did i do? i asked her first, why is she answering me with a question "what?" i asked, genuinely confused and anxious to whatever her answer will be.

"we're friends, jeno. you're just my FRIEND, so act like one" she emphasized the word 'friend', she rolled her sleeve back down before walking out of her room and slamming her door, close.

i just stood there, with mixed feelings. confused, worried, mad, and maybe a little hurt "right, we're JUST friends" i sat on her bed, feeling my legs getting weak.

jana

i went running downstairs, i felt stares but i didn't want to look back to them so i quickly slid my shoes on and went out.

i walked out of the village, still holding ny arm. it hurts. both, my arm and heart.

i didn't notice but i'am now walking in a sidewall of a highway, the city isn't very busy today as most of the people prolly went to their family and such since it's almost christmas.

feeling weak, i crouched. i held my chest with my left hand feeling that tingly pain again, tears left my eyes. as soon as i burried my face in my arms, the raindrops started falling. and to be honest, it's making me feel better. it feels like it's comforting me and trying to cover my tears up by dropping onto my cheeks along with my tears.

i stood up and stood right infront of the railings, i sobbed and shouted my heart out "stupid soulmate! when will you ever come?! can't you see that i'm trying so hard to stay loyal to whoever you are!" i cried even more "can't you see how hard it is for me to stop my feelings for someone, knowing he isn't you! JUST COME TO ME RIGHT NOW, WILL YOU?! can't you do that?" i asked the last question softly,

"maybe i can"