Love and Hurt (Luhan)

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-At Rooftop-

Seyoung's POV

      I go to rooftop to see Luhan. I open the door and saw a tall guy back facing me. I know, that guy is Luhan. The wind blow his hair make him more handsome. I tap his shoulder and he look at me with his smile. I smile back. I want to confess my feeling but the one who want to we meet is Luhan, not me so it will be better if I let Luhan talk the reason why he want to meet me. We are not talking each other for a few minutes until Luhan call my name.

      "Seyoung" he call my name while looking deeply at my eyes.

      "Yes?"

      "Do you believe at first love and love at first sight?" He ask me

      "W-why?" I said nervously

      "I nevet believe it but now it changes. Do you know why?"

      "No?"

      "Because of Jessica" he said shyly. At that time I felt huge pain in my heart. I felt like my heart being stabbed with million knives. I want to cry but I don't want to Luhan know it, I try to hold my tears.

      "W-why?"

      "I don't know why, but it is like I have something in my heart when Jessica's eyes meet mine" he said. I look away from his eyes and try to calm myself until he call me again.

      "Seyoung"

      "Yes?" I look at him again with weak smile

      "CanyouhelpmetoconfessmyfeelingtoJessica?" He said it so fast, I don't understand.

      "Yah, say it slowly, I don't understand it" I said with chuckle bitterly.

      "Okay, okay. Seyoung, can you help me to confess my feeling to Jessica?"

      "W-why me?" I said with try hard to hold my tears that ready to dripping.

      "First, because you are my bestfriend and I feel comfortable with you. And second, from what I look before you and Jessica already become friend. So, will you?"

      "I will try"

      "Promise?" He said

      "Promise" I said weakly

      "Thank you Seyoung you are really the best of my best friend" he said happily and then hug me.

      "Everything for my bestfriend"

      "Seyoung let's back to class. Lunch time is already end"

      "You go first, I have something to do" I said

      "You sure?"

      "Sure hurry up, you will late" I said with weak smile and waved at him. He smile and waved back.

      When the door is closed, I burst in tears. I can't hold it anymore. Luhan, someone that I love, like someone else. I feel so stupid that I don't confess it early. I regret it. I know there will be possible answer that he don't like me as lover but I'm not ready yet to accept that he love someone else. I keep cry and cry again. I don't want to go back to the class. I skip my class. Now, is time to go home. I wait a few minutes after the bell ring and go back to class to take my backpack. And I go home while crying, don't care that people will looking at me.

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Dear Diary,

August, 5th 2013

Today is my worst day. My plan to confess my feeling to Luhan is failed and the most thing I hate of this day is because Luhan said he love Jessica. Yes Jessica, my new classmate. He also want me to help him to confess it to Jessica, and I said yes. Stupid right? But what can I do? The one that I love, don't love me back. I can't forced his feeling to like me back right? Now, I don't know what to do. My heart really really and very broken.

I regret don't said my feeling to Luhan early. Even if he doesn't like me he wouldn't ask me to help him get Jessica. Molla, I really confused now. What I can do now is crying. I don't thing I want to go to school tomorrow.

God, please help me.

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      And then I cry, cry and cry again all night.

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A/N : OMG, Luhan love Jessica. What will Seyoung do about her feeling? She will give up? She will wait Luhan until he doesn't love Jessica anymore? Or she will make Luhan fall for her? Wait and see okay ~ Thanks for reading and don't forget to comment and support my story. Bye ~