Sehun's POV
I didn't realize that I have Seyoung's book with me. It's not an ordinary book. It's a diary book. I open the book. I know it didn't good to open someones book especially it was her diary book. But in the end I open that book and read it carefully
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Dear Diary,
July, 12th 2013
Today is my first day in second grade and also my first day to write my feeling on you, and I think today is a happy day. Why? Because I and Luhan are in the same class again. So, I can meet him everyday in the class. And also my bestfriend Ha Ra also in the same class with me and Luhan. And not forget to mention Kris, I think there will be WW 3 in my class because of Ha Ra and Kris.
Hope tomorrow will better than today
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So, she is that in love with Luhan? I thought. I smile when I read that first page. She wrote it in the first day school. I continue to read the next page.
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Dear Diary,
July, 13th 2013
Today I had PE class. Something happened. What? I almost get hit by the ball. But then my knight is come and save me. Yes, he is Luhan. He protect me. I'm happy because he save me but also sad because he get hurt because of me.
Hope I have better luck tomorrow
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I smile again when I read this page. In that time her relation with Luhan was still good. No Jessica, no tears, no hurt, just happy. I smile bitterly when I remember how she is now.
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Dear Diary
August, 4th 2013
Today Ha Ra talk about Luhan. She said I need to confess my feeling to Luhan as soon as possible. I think it's good idea. I will talk about my feeling to Luhan tomorrow. Will Luhan accept me? I hope.
Wish tomorrow I have enough courage.
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She want to confess her feeling to Luhan? I thought
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Dear Diary,
August, 5th 2013
Today is my worst day. My plan to confess my feeling to Luhan is failed and the most thing I hate of this day is because Luhan said he love Jessica. Yes Jessica, my new classmate. He also want me to help him to confess it to Jessica, and I said yes. Stupid right? But what can I do? The one that I love, don't love me back. I can't forced his feeling to like me back right? Now, I don't know what to do. My heart really really and very broken.
I regret don't said my feeling to Luhan early. Even if he doesn't like me he wouldn't ask me to help him get Jessica. Molla, I really confused now. What I can do now is crying. I don't thing I want to go to school tomorrow.
God, please help me.
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Ugh, Jessica came now. I think it was the start line that make Seyoung like this. She cry.
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Dear Diary,
August, 6th 2013
Today Luhan ask Jessica to have date with him and she said yes. Luhan said tha Jessica really want to go there. If you know Luhan, I have dream to date with someone I love there but now I think it's impossible. I hope you can have fun there with your love
Stay strong for me, you can do this Seyoung
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Stay strong Seyoung. I know you are a strong girl. I thought
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Dear Diary,
August, 10th 2013
Today I went to Lotte World to watch Luhan and Jessica have date. They looks so happy. Stupid me, I go there for nothing but pain. I saw Luhan kissed Jessica when they ate ice cream together. I think I must forget my feeling towards Luhan and sacrifice my feeling to Luhan's happiness. He looks so happy with Jessica. Can I do this? I hope.
God please give me more strenght tomorrow
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Damn that bastard Luhan. You know, Seyoung is so in love with you. How can you didn't realize it? I continue read the next page
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Dear Diary,
November, 11th 2013
Today is my birthday. The day that must be my happy day. But it become my sad day. I saw Luhan confess his feeling to Jessica. On my birthday and he doesn't remember my birthday. Sad right? But fortunally Sehun come and make my feeling better. He carried me home. Luhan, I hope you can happy with Jessica, even I feel big pain in my heart.
I don't think I can go to school tomorrow
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That's why you cry Seyoung. I don't believe it. Luhan fogot her bestfriend birthday and he confess his feeling to that bitch Jessica at Seyoung birthday. At a person who really love him's birthday. I can see there's a tears stain on this page. I can imagine she was crying when she wrote this page. I didn't realize, my tears came down again from my eyes
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Dear Diary,
December, 25th 2013
Today is Christmas. The day that must be good day for everyone. But not for me. Today I let him go, I let him go for another person. Is this the right choice? I hope so. My tears fall like snow that fall from the sky today.
I hope tomorow better than today
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She let the person that she loved so much go. She sacrifice her feeling. She hurt her own feeling to a person that can't understand her feeling.
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A/N : Sehun still read her diary. I will continue it in the next chapter. I will update soon
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