A Child's Depression

The Forgotten Memory

Before we go any further in this story, you must know there was something I forgot to tell you.

What I'm about to tell you is one of those memories that I barely remember because I was so young when it happened.

But I guess when you think about it, it's probably one of the reason I was so over protective over my own daughter.

This particular memory took place when we were still living in Lindin. I was four, Dede was six and Shem was ten. Shem is my half brother.
I am not sure if mummy had Shem before she got married to daddy or during her marriage to daddy.
Shem would live with us for a period of time and then return to his father.

"Okay guys, this is Shem. He is y'all brother. He will be staying with us for a while." Mummy told us.

I don't remember much during that time when Shem stayed with us. I remember when the day when it all started. It was a normal, quiet day in Lindin.

I don't remember where mummy was, I just know that she was absent on this day. Daddy was probably at work , as usual because he too, was absent.

" Remy!" Dede shouted from the front of the house.

"Yeah." I responded

"Shem and I have something to show you." Excitement clear in Dede's voice.

"Okaaay." I respond curiosity got the better of me.

"You will love this thing girl. This thing really really nice. You will want this thing all the time girl." Dede kept on talking about this "thing".

What was it? I wanted to know. Now looking back I really wish I didn't.

You should know that this was the way we spoke to each other.
We were never corrected on what was the proper way to speak. So we spoke however we please.
As long as we understood each other, that's all that really mattered.

"Are you ready for this thing?" Dede asked me.

"Yes!.. I ready, I really want this thing." I was feeling rather fussy to know what it was.

"Close your eyes, take off your panty and sit down on the chair."

I listened and did as Dede instructed me.

"Come to the edge of the chair."she said.

"Open you foot wide." Dede told me whilst spreading my legs as wide as they could go.

I really wanted to see what it was, so I opened my eyes. I saw Shem walking towards me, unbuckling this pants.
Unzipping his zipper, and taking his penis out.
I was confused, but didn't say anything.

"Don't move." Shem said.

I didn't move. I didn't talk. I almost stop breathing for a few seconds.

Then I felt it. Something that I never have never felt before. This feeling was the best feeling ever.
I can't even describe what this feeling was.

His penis was on the lips of my vagina. Slowly, he started rubbing the head of his penis up and down my vagina.

I never want this feeling to end.

"Dedes' turn." Shem stopped and looked behind him at Dede.

Are we taking turns? I am even happier to know that Dede and I will be sharing this really nice thing together. That's what we called it.
A really nice thing.

Dede and I switched places. She sat down and followed what I previously did, taking her panty off and siting to the edge of the chair, opening her legs as wide as she could.

Just like before Shem started rubbing his penis against her vagina.

As I am watching this happen, I was feeling rather good about it. Now I know what that feeling is called. I was horny.

Watching Dede while trying to control myself was a challenge.

"Ok. It's Remys' turn now." Shem said.

We continued taking turns. Each time I had to stop to switch with Dede, I got vex. I didn't want my turn to stop, but I couldn't wait for my turn to return. This really "nice thing" is the best thing I have ever felt.

"We finish for now." Shem stated.

Wait what?! We are finish? No I don't wanna stop.

Dede picked up our panties and threw mines to wards my direction.

I slide it up my legs.

"Dede how y'all even know about this nice thing?"

They both chuckled.

"Shem show me and then he tell me let we show Remy." Dede said proudly. " He ask if I think you would like it and I tell he yes."

"But you know that is not the way you is supposed to do it." Shem said right after Dede.

"What you mean?" Dede and I asked in unison.

"I have to put my penis inside your red hole." Shem joined his thumb and pointer together to form a small circle, indicating the inside of a vagina.

"I only rub it on y'all vagina because y'all is my sisters and it will make y'all cry."

That was probably true because whenever mummy give me bath and......

"Remy that mussy true! Cause remember when mummy does be bathing we and soap go in the red hole, it does burn." Dede started shaking my hands reading my thoughts.

We really do think alike. That's what twins do. That was our proof that made us believe we really are twins.

"No, don't put it in Shem. That red hole is hurt too bad." I said to Shem shaking my head.

"I know. That's why I say I won't put it in the red hole. We will do it again tomorrow." Shem responded.

"I just gonna rub it up and down y'all vagina. Ok?"

"Yes. Ok." Dede and I smile with excitement.

This became our daily routine. Everyday Shem would call and we would go.

Shem was the one who brought Dede and I out of the dark about anything sexual.
Although at the time Dede and I didn't know what we were doing. We didn't know it was wrong.

Mummy and daddy never told us anything. We were never corrected on anything that we did wrong so we just assumed everything we did was correct.

Mummy and daddy should have corrected us.