Diary of a pregnant

Chapter 17: What the hell?

Emily's POV

I opened my eyes and I looked at Danny. He was still asleep. Deep. His dark tousled hair was sticking out in all directions. He never tried his hair be combed. He was the complete opposite of Ross. Ross separated 30 minutes to give the appearance of his hair, while Danny separated 10 minutes to ruffle his hair or Danny never touched his hair.

I looked at the shelf next to my bed. Phone, note, wallet, night lamp, pregnancy test...Something is missing. My Diary! I got up and started to open drawers. Gone! Danny heard that I was searching something but he ignored it. "Daniel!" I said. He did not move and ignored me again. "You've got three seconds to get up! 1...2...3!" I said. He annoyed me and I stepped over him. "Ouch!" he shouted. "Get up now!" I cried. "Why?" he asked. I looked at him fearfully. He got up and rubbed his eyes. "What do I have to do?" he asked. "Search my diary!" I said, and began to delve into the closet. "Calm down!" Danny said. I looked mad at him. "This is just a diary!" he said. "IT ISN'T JUST A DIARY!! I WROTE ALL OF MY SECRETS!!" I yelled at him. He looked at me scared. While he stood like a statue I capsized my room upside down. "Hormones come you over!" he said. I got tired and sat down on my bed. I looked at my pink pajamas. "Do you calmed down?" Danny asked. I looked down sadly. "Yes," I said. "What's up?" he asked. In my mind spun different things. I imagined that the baby have no father. I imagined that I lost the baby and I kill myself. I put my hands on my head to stop thinking. "Danny, please leave me alone" I said. He quietly left the room. I looked at the ground. I had to tell Ross about baby, but I was afraid. I'm a terrible person. I had sex without thinking about the risks, I'm hiding baby from its father, I'm hiding from my mother about my pregnancy. What the hell is happening to me? Why the hell I am so terrible?! Ross deserves girl who is better than me. Someone like Laura. I am unfortunate! I must die someday! But why the hell do I think that? I need to clear my mind. I must remove the bad thoughts about me or Ross and focus on my baby to be fine. The baby should be first. There was no turning back. I should open a new page and go forward.…

                                   

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