Kuzusouda RP Oneshots (NSFW)

Comics (Angst RP)

Kazuichi: Me
Fuyuhiko: My partner
           With one hand Kazuichi was holding Fuyuhiko's hand and with the other he was rereading one of his favorite comics. He was letting Fuyuhiko read along with him, Fuyuhiko was holding the other side of the comic. He smiled as he saw his favorite character, which was the main, he used one of his fingers to point at the beautiful protagonist, "She's my favorite! Not only is she really pretty but she's super smart and funny!" Kazuichi often times sounded like a little child when talking about his little hyper fixations, he would smile wide and his eyes would twinkle, "Do you have a favorite character yet Fuyu?" Fuyuhiko liked comics, and Kazuichi did to which was surprising since they normally had diffrent opinions on almost everything, Kazuichi asked Fuyu if he had a favorite yet and to be honest Fuyuhiko didn't. Fuyu took a second to think before just deciding to tell the truth "Hm.. none of them if i'm being honest..So no not yet." "Oh really? Well to be fair we did just start it so, makes sense. Also are you done reading this page?" "Yes... I'm a fast reader ya know. I finish quicker then you." Fuyuhiko teased Kazuichi knowing full well kazuichi was dyslexic. "Hey! I'm dyslexic! I'm trying my fucking best!", Kazuichi chuckled, "Hmph!" He pretended to be all hurt and dramatically flipped the page. He couldn't focus on reading the page he was laughing so hard "I'm sure you are trying your best." Fuhyuhiko smiled at Kazuichi and laughed at him a little bit as he went to read the page. "Hehe, haaa." He calmed down finally, his face was red from laughter. He leaned in closer to Fuyuhiko as they read, "Uhm.." Kazuichi was spending a little long on this page, the letters were switched around in his mind, it also didn't help that the word was unfamiliar to him. Usually if he had somewhat of an idea of what it is he could figure it out eventually, but this word. He had no shitting clue. "Almost done?" Fuyuhiko asked. Fuyu was yet again done way before him. Fuyuhiko wasn't the type to even like reading, he liked pictures they were easier to understand, of course he understood the words it was just he liked images more. Fuyuhiko held onto Souda for comfort as he looked at the people in the comic. Fuyuhiko noticed all the guys where hyper masculine, oh how he wished that could be him, fuyu found himself getting insecure over fictional characters. "Uh hehe, I would be if I could get past this word here. It's uhm, calm-ma... calmatousis?... Is that even right?" His voice sounded unsure, he was positive that wasn't right at all. "Calamitous?" Fuyuhiko asked. Fuyu was still feeling insecure but he wasn't about to force Souda to stop reading it just because he couldn't go one second without comparing his masculinity to others even those in a stupid comic! "Oh! Ain't that some fancy word for evil?" Kazuichi turned to Fuyuhiko, he became concern seeing Fuyuhiko looking rather upset. He looked back at the page to try and see what was making Fuyuhiko so upset. He double checked and, yup, his eyes were glued right at the other protag, a rather masculine one at that. It finally clicked, he was always aware of Fuyuhiko's insecurity with his self image. He closed the comic and squeezed Fuyuhiko's hand lovingly and looked back at him. "Y'know those bodies are over exaggerated right? Theirs no way someone can have that body." He made sure to sound gentle, his smile looked just as gentle and sweet as his voice was "Yeah i know.. but still.. i wouldnt mind being less feminine.." Fuyuhiko looked down and looked over his own body. Fuyu noticed how feminine his shape was, even his eyes where feminine, he might as well just be a cute blonde lesbian at this point. "Hm.. I really have no masculine features at all..." Fuyuhiko sighed as he looked back up at Kazuichi. "I, uh.." Kazuichi wasn't always the best person to come for when needing advice, he had his own demons he was battling to. Which were quite similar to Fuyuhiko's. Him himself was still lost in his own journey of becoming better. "Well I mean, honestly, who gives a shit if your not all buff n stuff? I mean I don't! I love you and the way you look!" "I guess so.." Fuyuhiko sighed as he rested his head on kazuichis chest and wrapped his arm around his side. "I know you love the way I look but.. Other people.. The only reason they won't mess with me is because i'm a yakuza.. If I weren't people would have been making fun of my femininity my whole life.. But ya know who would want to make fun of a yakuza? No one." Fuyuhiko sighed heavily, "Thankfully i also had peko.." Kazuichi frowned, he wrapped his arms around Fuyuhiko tightly and rested his chin on his head. He sighed deeply, "Well dude, that sucks ass honestly. But I mean there's nothing wrong being a little feminine. Y'know with today it's pretty normal among men mostly. I mean look at me! I paint my nails black and wear eyeliner! That's not something a lot of men do, but no one cares! So there's no reason to feel bad!" He was trying his best to give good advice, he was hoping it was working, "I mean I get it of course! It's nothing to like feel bad about feeling bad! I'm just saying there's like- you don't need to worry!" Fuyuhiko frowned he knew Kazuichi was trying his best to cheer him up. "Your right its okay to be feminine.. Just I don't want to be.." "Oh, well, uhm.. I-it's.. You don't.. Uhm.." Kazuichi was tongue tied, he was panicking. He hated seeing Fuyuhiko so upset! All he knew to do was to just hug him, so, that's what he did. "Well just because you might now look like the "ideal man" doesn't mean ya aren't. Usually a true man is determined by the personality and morals y'know? So even if you look feminine it really shouldn't come into play! I'm just saying like, uhm, I know how important it is to you to be manly and shit and so it's just fine because you are. You are very manly when it comes to your personality! Your honest and work hard. You care for your friends and me, even if you don't like to always admit it," He giggled at that part, he always found it cute how much he tried to act like he didn't, but Fuyuhiko isn't always as great as an actor when it came to things like that, "And you don't cut corners, you don't take no for an answer, you never give up, you always try to help, in your own little Fuyuhiko way. Which I adore! I can just go on! But I think i'll talk all night! Just,, you are a man, you prove yourself that you are each and everyday by just being yourself.. And dammit it, your a really great man, I'm so lucky to be with you.." He let go of Fuyuhiko and planted a soft kiss on his forehead. Fuyuhiko looked up at Kazuichi and smiled at him, "T-thank you..." Fuyuhiko started to cry just from hearing Kazuichi say all of that." "N-no one ever told me that before..¨ Fuyuhiko hid his face because he didn't like people seeing him cry, at all. You could hear Fuyuhiko's breath hitch here and there which embarrassed him since he was a rather loud crier. "Oh baby.." Kazuichi grabbed Fuyuhiko's hands with his own. He moved them from his face. He frowned, he didn't like seeing Fuyuhiko cry. He wiped his tears with his free hand. "I know a lot haven't and that really sucks, and I haven't been doing as great as a job either.. You really don't get a lot of recognition for everything you do so, i'm gonna try better at letting you know okay baby?" Kazuichi's voice cracked as he felt tears escaping his eyes, he was the type to when he saw someone he cared deeply for cry, he would cry with them. He was that type of person. He peppered Fuyuhiko's face with kisses, he pulled him onto his lap to bring him closer. He hugged the smaller and rubbed his hands in circles on his back to comfort him. Fuyuhiko cried onto Kazuichi's shoulder and held onto him tightly. "I-Im sorry. I didn't m-mean to cry. It's just-" Fuyuhiko's sentence was interrupted by his sobbing, Fuyu went back to Kazuichi's shoulder to hide. with how much Fuyu was crying you could really tell hes never gotten the validation or reassurance he needed in life, until now of course and all he could do was cry and feel overly emotional about it. "Don't be sorry! You have nothing to be sorry for! Your just feeling basic human emotions and that's okay!" "I know.. well I mean.. I didn't think it was okay for a long time because of my dad.. But now I understand it's okay.." "Well your dad is stupid for teaching you that.. Y'know I once heard crying is what makes you stronger, if you don't cry and hold everything in then your actually the weak one. Not the person who's brave enough to show human emotion. So this, you getting your emotions out," Kazuichi let go of Fuyuhiko's body, he made sure he was looking at him as he grabbed his hand and held it in front of them. "It's so brave of you and i'm so fucking proud of you for not just holding it all in, because I know how that's like and it sucks. No one should feel like they have to do that." He put his other hand on top of Fuyuhiko's, a river was flooding down his cheeks. Fuyuhiko inhaled a shaky breath as he looked at Kazuichi. "I know that now and i'll remember that.. Hm.. I love you so much.." Fuyuhiko didn't usually say I love you first but he felt the need to in this case "I love you to baby!" He let go of Fuyuhiko's small, delicate, hands. He sniffed and wiped his own tears. He smiled at him and picked up the comic. "Say you wanna finish reading this?" "Hm.. sure!.." Fuyuhiko smiled at him, tiredly or maybe his eyes where just red from crying. Kazuichi snuggled up with Fuyuhiko and continued to read, they laughed, joked about Kazuichi's dyslexia, and gasped at the plot twist of the comic, one Kazuichi knew was coming up a thousand times but still was shocked each time he read it. It's what made it his favorite. By the time they were done, Kazuichi was half asleep and he was sure Fuyuhiko was to. He read the last panel along with Fuyuhiko. He yawned and closed the comic and lazily tossed it on his bed side. "That was a good comic, did you like it?" Fuyuhiko closed his eyes and held onto Kazuichi. "Yeah it was good..I liked it.." Fuyuhiko soon fell asleep next to Kazuichi. "Mhmhmhm," Kazuichi chuckled quietly, he shifted closer to Fuyuhiko and pulled the covers on them, he kissed his forehead. "Good i'm glad." His eyes fluttered shut and he soon joined Fuyuhiko in sleeping peacefully.