I dont need you

Chapter 4 Say it

A/N i dont not own walking dead or its charictors the only thing i own is my own original charicters. 

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i was woke what seemed like only moments later by banging i jumped up grabbing my knife out of its place under my bed and opened the door. i lowered my guard "oh hey Glen what you need i was just about to move things around since supplies are low in here." he says "i'm glad your ok would you like help i nod "sure." a girl peaked around the corner so i openly and up front say "hi i'm mya who are you?" she jumps forward "sorry i'm maggy. would you like a hand seeing as your leg well..." i nod smiling we drop the tail gait and move things out getting rid of the empty barrels and boxs and things that weren't to useful. i also reduced the toolbox's to 2 instead of 4 jamming things in drawers and cabinets before locking them. maggie and glen stacked boxs and the 2 remaining fuel barrels against the wall securing them. i look at the trailer. "wow so much room we really need to start stocking up again. we close the tailgate and i lock it up. the only entrance being on the side. 

i sit at the table motioning for them to join me after i grabbed 3 bottles of water. we talked a bit getting to know each other and what happened while i was gone. after a while they left me to myself so i pulled out my sketch book and let my hand do what my mind  was trying to speak. when i was done i concentrated on the picture realizing i just drew daryl from memory. I quick shove my sketch book in my bag and grab a rag and my water i cleaned my self off changing into a new tank top and my moms hoodie. i struggled but managed to change into a pair of my jean shorts. i pulled my long wet hair into a messy bun on top of my head. i take a deep breath and limp ot the door climbing up onto the hood of my truck i pull my sketch book back out. i started to draw again this time i drew what i seen a lonely motorcycle and tent on a hill top overlooking every one. it made me feel sad yet safe as if by some force this is where an angel may lie their head down for rest. i was interrupted by some one clearing their throat. i look up to see daryl. he motioned toward camp and turned away. this time my anger slipped. "fuck you redneck what the fuck is your problem with me!" he stopped as if he would turn in respond but didn't. he stood for a moment before continuing. so i threw my eraser hitting him in the head. this time he was pissed he came stomping back my eraser in hand.

in a low growl he says "some one like you wouldn't understand Bitch." then turned and walked away. for some reason that really hurt. i jump down throwing my book into the truck lock the side door get in and start to drive away. i could see dale and glen in my mirror flagging me down to try stop me but i just kept going tears in my eyes yelling at myself. "dont get involved. dammit you stupid stupid girl! why did you do this." i pulled over once i was away from there a ways and just started crying. thinking to myself what am i doing? why am i crying? your nothing special to them just useful for stuff. i took a deep breath calming myself before setting off for home. i had driving an hour maybe 2 before i felt guilty, so i turned around drove back. i pulled up to the camp. i didn't say a word as i packed up my things in plastic tubs and put them in the back seat. i took enough guns ammo and food to last me till i got home then i struggled but got my bike in the back of the truck ignoring every one the whole time i got back in the truck this time driving away with out the trailer and only one 50 gallon drum of fuel. this time before i could leave daryl was parked in the way using ricks truck so i couldn't squeeze through. i roll my window down and yell "dammit daryl move or i'll move it." he walked in front of me standing inches from my push bar with his arms spread "then do it darling.." that threw me off, what did he say?. he had just enough time to grab the keys out of the ignition i jumped out to get them limping forward. "daryl really... what you have to complain about i left your group the supplies." he says "i dont give a shit you know how long i spent looking for you! and your gonna fuckin leave!" i snapped "no you looked for sophia not me! i seen the note you left for her! i waited Daryl! I was alone terrified with nothing! and you have no right to be mad at me i'm nothing to you guys but useful stuff!" that really pissed daryl off "fine fuck you bitch! just act like your fuckin to good for us! i guess i was wrong bout you!" i snatched the keys getting in the truck. i push past ricks truck not doin much more then a few scrapes before taking off. "Fuck! Fuck fuck fuuucckkk!" i drive until i cant even keep my eyes open. i pull over off of a dirt road to stay hidden for the night.