I dont need you

chapter 6 alone

A/N i dont not own walking dead or its characters the only thing i own is my own original characters. 

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"ughh i need to find a town soon!" i sat alone eating my last bit of mre in a small shack of a house i've been hiding in. i sat infront of the fire place wrapped in a blanket. i tore the pictures of daryl out of my sketch book out throwing  them in the fire. its been a month since the farm was over run. daryl had to have moved on right? he couldnt still be trying to find me its hopless. i'll move out tomorrow hopefully there wont be to many meat suits out there.

i get up walking to grab my bag when i step my foot goes through the floor thats when i notice a cut away i pull the boards up to find a gun and a couple bottles of jack and a 4 mason jars of clear liquid. i figured fuck it i put the jack gun and 2 mason jar in my bag. i popped a jar open  took a swig and damn it was strong. i drank the 2 jars i left out and by then i was drunk on top of that it was getting dark. i peak through the boards on the window. i had a clear shot to my bike out the back door so i roll up my blanket throw on my coat bandana over omy mouth and nose. sling my bag and swords over my back and took off out the back door stumbling a little on the stairs before jumping on my bike and high tailing it out of there. i drove in peace me and in the dark of the night pavment under my speeding wheels. 

i continued driving for what seemed like hours on end. the wind blowing my long  dark hair. its just me and my bike. my addrenaline running but mind felt clear in a moonshine induced drunk state. i slowed as i came up to a bar in the middle of no where. i pull up parking in back the door is locked. i look around for anythin open to get in everything was locked down. i noticed a garbage can on the side of the pourch so i climb up on the gabage and onto the pourch roof. i wrap my hand in a shirt and break a window and climb in. there was dust everywere like this place hasnt been touched since before the shit. i pulled out my sword cleared the room before heading down the stairs and clearing the rest of the building. the whole small building empty and dust covered no chaos. completely untouched. including a fully stocked bar. i climbed over the bar setting up a bed and grabbing a bottle of whiskey before laying down drinking it. 

i woke up the next morning a few distant light moans. i got to work boarding up windows and barricading all the doors and windows making a bed behind the bar. i dig through the food eating a can of beans and some peanuts my stomach turning but crying out for more at the same time. i ate another can of beans before grabbing a bottle of crown. i hide out in this place a few weeks before i heard people so i grabbed what was left of peanuts and fruit along with my things packed up and bolted out the door in my now normal drunken stupor looking for the next place to rest. i spent most of the winter boarding up in bars staying in a drunkin  stupor. doing what i have to to stay alive but stayin in the stupor so not to feel anything more then numb.  

i drove for a while till i came up to a road that was near a prison their were alot of walkers so i turned around but didnt make it to far since my bike was out of gas. so i push it over into some bushes hiding it. and stumble into the woods. i walk for a while till i feel something sharp on my back. i turn slowly almost falling, and come face to face with him. "d-d-daryl?" tears filled my eyes. he stands shocked for a moment."m-mya your alive..." he pulled me into a hug. i know he notice my dirty dishoveled state and the smell of alcohol on my breath. he grabs my hand pulling me the direction i just turned away from. i started stumbling because he was moving so fast "daryl slow down." he stayed silent and tried to keep pace but i fell. he just picked me up carrying me the rest of the way. when we got there the group started talking all at once and my head started to pound. i looked at rick "please my head hurts were can i sleep. he shows me to a cell i set my bag down and thank him. i pull out a flask full of moonsine slipping in tin my pocket then pull out my blanket laying on the matress on the floor. i took a big swig of the shine. it made my head feel a little better so i took another before putting it under my pillow. a few minutes later daryl walks in and sits down on a chair "Mya...er forget it." he starts to walk away. "No! daryl please..." i continue in a slurred whisper "dont leave me.." i turn my back to him taking another swig. what the hell am i thinking. he sees i had a flask and he takes it away throwing it. "don't go there!" he sat on my bed pulling me close and i started to cry "i thought i'd never see you again. i gave up because i figured you moved on and gave on me by now." he makes me look him in the eyes before saying "no dammit we waited for you at the highway. when you didnt come i tried leaving a trail you could follow. i never gave up hope. i knew you would make it!" 

"daryl? where are you?" carol popped around the corner "oh.." she gave me a dirty look before turning and walking away. i get a little irritated especially when daryl leaves to see what she wanted right away. "grr figures guess thats over." i walked out grabbed my flask go back to my cell shutting the door and downin the shine before refiling it with my last jar of shine. i put the flask away and tear into the jack till i pass out bottle in hand. 

i wake up to daryl and glen pouring all my alcohal down the drain "NO!" i scream jumping at them trying to reach for the bottles. daryl picked me up carried me out as i swung kicking and hitting him. he dropped me in a different cell locking me in. "What the fuck! you redneck ass hole and that ricer thinking taking my jack!" daryl shakes his head walks away "shit..fuck!" i say as i punch the wall. maggie walks over standing in front of my cell i looked back at her "when your sober you will apoligize to those boys for what you said because they are helping you." i growl "you and carol can fuck off too! i dont need any of you. let me out." she simply says No before walking away.

everyone is off clearing the prison and working hard to make this place our home. as i sat in my cell now a few days sober, i hear a commotion and see rick rush by with hershal on a table. "what is going on?" i was left while every one was rushing around. the next week was like this. eventually i apologized to glen and daryl and they let me out. glen showed me around before letting me go free. i grabbed my bag and wandered off to a guard tower and climb up sitting near the edge. i pull out me sketch book. i looked around every one doing something to help. i notice daryl with flowers by some graves. i watched him and started drawing before i knew it i was on my 3rd drawing of daryl this one daryl was sittting on the ground in front of a cross flower in his hand a sad sullen look in his eyes. "whatch ya doin?" i screamed dropping my sketchbook. "shit! daryl stop freaking scaring me!" he chuckles "sorry whatchya doin.." i stand "i was drawing before you scared me" i turned to so get my book when i step forward daryl takes off to get it for me. i get a panic look "shit" i take off running down the stairs. daryl picked up my book staring at the picture.

when the sketch book fell it fell open to a different page. I snatch the book realizing the picture he was looking at was a picture of shane and the men who had done terrible things to me. i slammed the book shut storming away. i went to my cell grabbing my things and moving them to a cell as far away from everyone as possible. I took spare sheets and hung them giving me more privicy. i shut the cell door and lay on the bed. putting my sketch book under my pillow. i grab my blanket curling up in a ball just thinking to myself. i'm so dumb he only came back because carols gone, your just a rebound. 

I sat up startled by the sound of my cell door opening. i look up knife in hand to see daryl. i set my knife down and sit up "yes daryl what is it..." he sits next to me "shane hurt you didnt he..." i just looked away to hide the pain in my eyes. he turned my face looking into my eyes. Anger filled hes eyes, he took a breath before pulling me close "Mya i promise i will keep you safe no one will ever touch you again!"  

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A/N ok so i've been on a creative peak. i already have the next chapter started and i'd love feed back on what you think. 

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