I wanted you.
I got you.
You played me.
I'm the fool.
It's my fault.
I take blame.
I let my guard down.
During the game.
Damn...........yo confused ass sending mixed signals.
Cryin bout ya ex while you laid up with me smiling, deep dimples.
Niggas told me not to get to exclusive.
But I clicked with you like a light switch.
Only wanted that pussy, but the conversation made me delve deeper.
Told me all ya secrets that made your heart weaker.
Then I wanted to protect ya, bein ya peace when you're with me.
So many nights boo'ed up, your cold body against me.
Rejuvenated ya spirit with my goodness, you loved each moment we spent together.
I enjoyed the memories, knowing they wouldn't last forever.
Started actin funny, social distancing more than usual.
Told me you needed space, & I understood, not the type to blow you up.
Invite to ya birthday, turn up, you lit now.
The truth revealed itself, made a nigga feel like shit, wow.........
Oh, so now you got some,
Oh you got some,
Now you got somebody.
Had me convinced that,
You felt the same back,
What I was feeling, beyond ya body.
Told me the first time,
Guess I ignored the signs,
That you for everybody.
But it's cool now,
I know the rules now,
No more messin with Bi thotties.
But my mind keeps running back to you.
Cause you gave me somethin' brand new.
An experience I'll never forget.
That night of passion when my tongue had you drippin wet.
The strokes had ya legs tremblin'
Bit my lip as I gripped ya ass, huggin & kissin.........
I just wanna go back to that moment one last time.
Too caught up in my feelings about how shit went down, you pay no mind.
Mad that I ghosted ya.
I was too hurt to be approachin' ya.
Talkin bout you hate the kid, when I was the realest nigga you ever used, bruh.
Play the victim, you can't ever be wrong, but,
Somehow I'm the one who ends up apologizing for shit I never did.
Now I'm the one left alone in the dark once again.
You weird, shawty, doin all this romantic shit, but then still wanting to be friends.
Fuck I look like walking around seeing you doing the things we used to?
Acting as if we ain't have a connection soon as I first came to ya room.
It's cool though, we gon just pretend,
As if we never knew each other, I'm the better person in the end.
The love & care I have for you ain't never gon die.
If you was laying in front of me with a disease with no cure, I'd do everything in my power to save ya life.
- Maãlík
