Fear {m.e}

This boy

It's hard to talk to this kid, he's so quiet and i don't really know how to start a new conversation. Why things are going so complicated? its just a simple project, well its quite a big project but its just a science project, its not like you're going to marry someone. This kid make it so hard. "So when are we going to start the project?" I ask shyly. "We can start today at my house" he answered ignoring my eye contact.

I decide to walk after school because its just can make me more relax and can free my mind. The wind that blew and the fresh air makes me forget about all the problems i have somehow. I finally arrived at my house when i hear someone shouting, it was my parents. They always fight and didn't care about me at all. I got used to it. They always fight over small things, well sometimes over big things too. If they don't care about me, why should i care about them? I walk upstairs to my room, when i realized that i supposed to go to Matthew's house to do our project. I went downstairs take my penny board and go to his house.

I finally arrived at his house, a nice looking lady open the door. "Hey you must be Alaska, I'm Sarah, Matthew's mother, come in." She's so swwet. "Matt is in his room you can just go upstairs. Have a good time"

I knocked his door. He open it for me, that's when i can finally see his beautiful hazel eyes, he finally make an eye contact with me. "come in." he said. His room was so nicer than i thought it would be. Posters everywhere, there's his skateboard, and there's one thing that catches my eyes. Its his mini piano. (idk what their called). "You can play a piano?" I asked him excitedly and a little bit surprise. If you can play a piano I automatically will like you. "Yes I play a lot." Whoa I never told Matt can play a musical instrument especially piano.

"Why do you choose piano over other instruments?" I asked him.

"Because a piano can describe the real you, if you play piano you can revealed the person you really are, without you even knowing it. It also helps me to escape the world, forget about my problems and for the first time i feel like i am loved."