Why? (a zayn malik fanfic)

Chapter 32

Zayn's p.o.v

After that fight we did with flour and eggs,something got caught in her eye, so I blew it out, then we stood in front of each other just staring at each other's eyes, I had to kiss her it was the perfect moment, I want to show her that I love her and not perrie. I started leaning in and my lips were on her's moving in sync creating fireworks and sparks and everything together, then the kiss deepened, I told her to jump so I can hold her around my waist, and she did that, I connected our lips again and took us upstairs to the room, I slammed the door and put her in the bed, I want this girl, I want her now, I want to show her that I love her. But she said she isn't ready, and that isn't a problem at all she doesn't want to do it now, I get it. Then we just sat awkwardly on the bed, just thinking, then I had to ask her why she said no when I proposed, she explained and I understood. I had to ask her this question because I was still curious.

"When we saw each other last week at the place, what was harry about to tell me then you told him not to?" I asked. She put her head down.

"I don't think you will like to hear it" her voice cracked at the end, sounding like she was tearing up.

"No, please tell me" I said. She took a deep breath and looked at me, her eyes were watery, making her eyes green.

"I-I heard on tv that you and p-perrie got engaged and you said that she is the l-love of your life, so after I heard that I-I um tried to um c-commit suicide then Niall found me about to jump from a cliff and stopped me" she said. after I heard that my heart broke, I caused her to try to kill herself it's all my fault, how am I so stupid, why did I do this. I pulled sky to me and hugged her.

"I love you,and I always will." I whispered in her ear then I kissed her cheek.

"I love you too" she said. I pulled away.

"I have to make things right" I told her then I went out the door and downstairs I called a cab and I was ready to fix everything.