31 Days Writing Challenge {Short Stories ver.}

Day 27: From a Song

Today's too, I go to rooftop for tried to jumping.

But as I came in there, I could see someone again. And not like usual that I knew it.

Because she's look like me at that time.

When she's noticing me, she gave me (just a bit) surprised look. But I can saw it too, there's no expression in there.

For the very first time, someone with the same pains as me.

After having done that time and time again.

She wore a yellow cardigan.

"I just wanna stop the scars that grow every time that I go home. So that's why I came up here instead.", that's what the girl in cardigan said.

I can't believe that this girl even exist...

My heart when hearing that feels like in a big ache, that something's I not expect it.

She still looking at me with that looking.

Made me remembering all incidents that's ever happen to me.

Made me suddenly saying something without as I wish.

...

What did I just say earlier?

Even though I couldn't care less about it either way.

But in the moment I just screamed, that something did I not believe,

"Hey, don't do it, please!"

With that words is out, suddenly I slowly can't feel my legs again.

Argh, what to do?

I can't stop this girl.

Oh this is new..

Tears already fall down from my eyes, and I bitten off my lip.

Really, for once I think I've bitten off more than I can chew.

And I sat down with covering my face that's already wet with tears.

I screamed again, now with sobbing, "But even so, please just go away so I can't see."

I looked at her and screamed big as I can, "Your pitiful expression is just too much for me!", but I a bit hold back for not to scream more than this at last time.

I already cried.

I doesn't know what's her reaction.

I...

I just can't take it longer than this.

Soon after that, I could heard her footsteps that's passing me, and said, "I guess today is just not my day.", and looked away from me and then disappeared, leaving me surprised when heard that, and all alone crying in here.

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