"you little slut!"
my aunt screamed her lungs out as she called me a slut in front of her guests.
she ordered her men to grab me by the arm as they walked me outside of our mansion... oh wait, i mean their mansion.
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when i was little, i thanked my aunt every single day. i prayed for her every night. i've always thought that we're family and i'm safe as long as i have them.
but when i turned 18...
my aunt forced me into being a club stripper.
with the reason that their company was dying and they have no money to buy stuffs like food.
i begged her to death... she didn't listen.
"i thought we were family..." i said at the back of my head.
she dragged me into a place where there were lights bouncing to the beat of every song as people started to dance. i thought it was fun to see so many people having fun and just letting loose.
i thought when my aunt dragged me there, we were gonna have a party for me!
i thought wrong...
we were never a family...
funny how i still forgive them and pray for them.
and now here i was, standing in front of people who're tossing paper bills in front of the club strippers, while they were throwing bottles at me...
i got called by our manager one day, "y/n, if you don't want to do it, then i won't force you..." he said in a calm tone.
the other strippers were laughing and murmuring about what happened.
i never once wanted this...
that's why i decided to go back to my aunt...
i reached the mansion's gate and there were a lot of cars and people wearing their fancy dresses...
they fooled me, yes.
the company was never dying.
they tried to sell me by forcing me into being a stripper.
messed up isn't it?
i barged in. trying to find the one who tried to sell me.
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after that incident, i was lost. i had nowhere to go.
i never showed up at the club and decided to live peacefully...
that's why i ended up here in the city.
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"y/n? y/n, wake up!"
i opened my eyes and saw his beautiful face as he was stroking my hair.
"daichi..."
"you were muttering something in your sleep... are you okay?" worry was evident in his face.
how? how can i tell him my past? im afraid... im very afraid. what if he leaves? what if he doesn't want to see me anymore? what will happen to me if ever he leaves? i... i don't know anymore!
i hugged him as tears formed in my eyes... "please... please don't leave me.."
he hugged me back. a hug that can erase doubt, worry and sadness...
"i won't, y/n... hush now my darling.. i won't leave you. ever..."
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hi if ever you were waiting for the update lmao im sorry for updating so slow :((
i lost motivation and started to think that maybe writing isn't for me. but i still want to pursue my passion im writing :)
and... here i am! better than ever! i actually wrote a chapter before this and i didn't like it so i made a new one lolol.
thank you for your support!! ✨ i cherish you all sm! love u xx
stay safe!!
pidgecn
