I Know Places - Taylor Squared fanfiction

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I woke up at 10 o’clock, house was totally in silence, my cats were lying next to me on bed where should be Taylor. My heart aches. What I did last night? I told him to go away. He understood it as a broke up? Did I mean to break up with him? Tears rolled down my cheeks. I love him a lot, we were happy again. Why these girls have to ruin it? I mean, all that is happening it’s a lot for me.  On my future with him I never saw me creating his kid with another woman, there were just our kids. Now you say “isn’t the kid’s fault, she didn’t ask to be conceived” and I know it, but I maybe can’t live with it. I could act like this all isn’t bothering me and at the end be unhappy with the man I love because of Marie, obviously she would want to be a part of her kid’s life and I would have to live with her; maybe she would be a cool person, maybe not. I don’t want to have this doubt. The only thing I have sure is that for me, it's always Taylor and I know for him, it's always me.

I grabbed my phone to see if he had called me or texted me or anything, but there was only missing calls from my mom; shit, I forgot to call her yesterday to wish a Happy New year; and messages from Selena, Abigail and Karlie asking me if I was okay and if I needed something. I just turn the phone off. I don’t want to talk to anybody today; I just want stay with myself and think about this all. I need to decide what I want to do with my life, with my relationship.

I went down stairs to cook me breakfast and I was followed by my cats, which meow asking me food as always; I feed them and cook me some toast and get some orange juice on the fridge; and went back to my room. I turn on the TV and eat my plate. This is how I’ll pass my day and this is all I need.

Lautner POV

What I did? Why I didn’t tell her? Maybe this all wouldn’t happen, maybe we would be together right now and fine. I have to solve all this to be with Taylor. She’s right, it’s a lot for her; it’s a lot for me either. If I could change things, everything would be easy. I just want my babe on my arms again, I can’t stay without her and this is what a lot is for me. I have to do something. I have to figure out if Taylor’s suspect about Marie is true, if she’s really pregnant. Thanks God Sarah will leave Tay alone now she figured out I dated Sel after her and not Tay.

- Taylor? – Makena knocked on the door – Mom is asking if you want to eat something.

- Oh, Kena what time is it?

- 3 pm, why?

- No, I’m just lost in time. Tell mom I’ll not eat, I’m not hungry at all.

- Okay – She said coming in my room – what’s going on? You and Tay fought? Because if is it, you guys will be fine, coz you love the each other a lot to let a fight ruin everything.

- Wish there were just a fight, lil sis, its worse.

- So tell me, maybe I can help you – She smiled

Swift POV

I fell asleep again and woke up at 3 o’clock with someone ringing my bell. I went down stairs and opened the door to see… my mom.

- Mom, what are you doing here? – I asked confused

- Well, you don’t answer my phone calls since this morning, I was worried about you honey; and by your look, you’re not fine. What’s happening? – I hugged her – Problems with Taylor?

- Yes – I said and my eyes was already watery

I told my mom everything, since the beginning. Taylor breaking up with Marie to get back with me, her pregnancy, the messages from Sarah and the scene on my hall yesterday, what I told him and he doesn’t look for me till now. I cried again, maybe more than I cried this morning till I fell asleep. My mom hugged me trying to comfort me.

- Look, first of all he’ll never call you if your phone is turned off; second you thought how hard this maybe is for him too? He loves you so much, sweetheart, this is something I have no doubts in this world. Maybe this entire situation is driving his down too. You both need some time to assimilate everything. By what you said everything happened to fast with nonstop. So stay away for some time, think about everything, let him think too and you look for him when you’re fine, ok? But have sure about his love for you. – I nodded and fell in her arms again.

After 30 minutes on my mom’s arm I went upstairs to take a shower, since she said she would stay here and cook for us. After I get out of the shower I turned my phone on again and there were 4 new messages, one from Selena, one from Abigail, one from Karlie all saying the same thing and the last one from Taylor. He texted me! I mean, he looked for me after I tell him to go away, he didn’t got it as a break up!

[Taylor ♥ 5:15pm]: Hey Tay. Huh I’m texting you because I called you but you didn’t answer it, so I think you’re right, maybe this all it’s a lot, for both of us. I have to solve all this before we can be together, coz if I don’t, we’ll live this hell forever. I just want to let you know that I love you more than everything in this world and the worst thing that could happen to me will happen right now, stay without ya.

Or maybe he did… I don’t want to leave him; I want to be by his side in all this. But Taylor it’s a lot for you, remember? You got crazy yesterday. Maybe my mom and Taylor are right, we need time, maybe now it’s better for us stay apart. It’ll hurt me? Yeah, totally. But it’s better for our relationship, isn’t it? I’ll call him.

Lautner: Hello?

Swift: Hi babe, sorry I didn’t pick your call, I turned my phone off.

Lautner: It’s ok, I understand the reason.

Swift: No, you maybe don’t. I turned it off because I passed all day thinking about us and after my mom arrived here and doesn’t matter. Look, we need a time alone, we’re totally a mess inside; with all this happen I’m so confused and I think you’re too. I love you so much and this is hurting me a lot, but maybe is better for us. I don’t know. Tell me I’m wrong, I don’t want stay away from ya.

Lautner: I really wish I could tell you that you’re wrong, you have no idea how much I want you in my arms. But you’re right, we need some time. Maybe this time is just a week, maybe is more, I don’t ever know. It’s hurting me stay without you too, but I promise I’ll solve all this as fast I can to be with you again. I love you, babe, so much.

Swift [crying]: Is it a good bye so?

Lautner: Don’t cry, it’s a see you soon.

Swift: I love you – We hang up and I fell on my bed crying like a baby.

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