"Jimin, are you sure you're going to travel Naya around here in Japan?" Taehyung asked carefully, looking at me worriedly as if I'm about to decide the biggest mistake in my life, and maybe I am.
"I mean, y-yeah. What's the big deal?" I chuckled nervously, fiddling with my fingers while looking at him, because I know where this is about to go.
"What if he sees her? Jimin, you lied to him." He looked at me intensely, but I only shrugged it off, not really caring about it.
He will never know.
Japan is big, there's no way he'll see us.
"He will never see her, Taehyung. He's always busy in the hospital." I smiled at him tightly, trying to convince him.
And that's biggest mistake I've ever made when I saw myself waiting for him, watching him walk towards me, it made my heart beats faster, feeling like I was about to burst into pieces.
But soon, that excited and nervous feeling was replaced by remorse and devastation when he walked passed by me and as he walk passed me, I could feel the coldness of his presence.
As if we never met each other, looking at me impassively as if we never shared the love we promised to cherish forever.
And as he walk passed by me, his presence made me feel cold, and I couldn't find myself getting mad at him, I couldn't find myself lashing out at him for disrespecting me like that.
I was the reason why we fell apart, I was the reason why we're like this right now. I was the one who pushed to break it off when in fact he didn't deserve any of that.
He's not my husband anymore anyway. He's not someone who should notice my presence immediately, someone who'll be too cheerful when seeing me, he's not someone he used to be.
He's just Jeon Jungkook.
And I wonder to myself every night, if why do it seem like it's that too easy for him to forget me, forget what we had, forget everything we did together. If it was that easy to abandon me.
He couldn't even look at me,
Couldn't last a minute speaking to me,
Couldn't look straight into my eyes,
Couldn't even... endure the fact that I'm here,
And my delusional mind was telling me that maybe it's because he's just affected as I am, like maybe we can figure things out again, that maybe he hasn't moved on yet.
Him and I, are both doctors, but was it enough to heal each other? was it enough to heal our broken hearts caused by each other?
In a world where we make sure everyone is okay, in a field where we heal and save people, we couldn't find ourselves being healed by each other, by both of our profession.
There was no cure for this.
For our past,
For our moments that turned into memories,
For our love that turned into hatred,
For our broken hearts.
"He will never know, Taehyung." I fought back, angry tears streaming down my face while shouting at Taehyung who's standing in front of me.
"That's the problem Jimin!" He shouted, "You're the problem why he will never know!" He added, clenching his fist.
"Because you lied to him." He breathes, "You lied to Jungkook, you know what will happen if he ever finds out. He will go fucking feral." Taehyung pulled his hair, frustrated tears streamed down his face.
"Because of that dumb mind of yours chose to believe what everyone says, and now look where we are!" He shouted. "Look where we are Jimin! if you just said the truth, if you only listened to him." He breathes heavily.
"You know... I had to." I cried hysterically, dropping myself on to the floor. Covering my face with my hands, mind going crazy.
"Jungkook... will go fucking feral he finds out that child was his." Taehyung sobbed, "You lied to him that's why he will never know."
"That's why he'll never know that you have a child with him."
"The child you kept for years."
Japan.
