I was currently cleaning our living room, biting my lower lip, folding the clothes that I'm sure I folded for about 5 times already, I feel numb, clueless about everything, feels like I'm not myself these past few weeks and who wouldn't? who would be in the right mind if they found about something like this?
"Jimin!" And just like that, reality hits me, that I'm with him, that he's here with me, running downstairs immediately while looking at me excitedly, and I couldn't even encourage myself to warn him to be careful that he might fall down the stairs from how fast he's going.
I couldn't bring myself to care about anything anymore, not even... my own husband. He immediately sat beside me, he frowned when I didn't say anything, immediately putting his phone away and making me face him.
He held both of my arms and caressed it, looking at me with nothing but worry in his eyes. "Are you... okay?" He trailed, inspecting me from up to down.
I immediately smiled at him, forced. "Yes! of course. Why? what is it that you want to tell me?" I asked, trying to sound enthusiastic.
"How do you know I'm about to tell you something?" He chuckled lightly, I shrugged my shoulders.
"I mean, why else are you here?" I laughed, gulping. He looked at me suspiciously, that it has me panicking in the inside, was I that obvious?
Obvious that I'm acting weird? acting suspicious? I'm being strange? Regardless of that, he showed me his phone that my heart drops even more.
Oh.
Great.
"Mom wants me to go with her." He whispered causing me my heart to drop. "Huh?" I chuckled bitterly. Jungkook bit his lips, guilty.
"Japan? you'll go to Japan with her?" I looked at him, he didn't say anything, he just sat there silently. I took a deep breathe before giving me a bright smile.
Of course, she wants him to go there with her, to stay there for good, without even bothering to talk to me about it, like I wasn't even her son's husband.
"I mean. It's a great opportunity actually! you can earn more there!" I chuckled, acting delighted. "You know, so you won't be stuck with me here." I shrugged, mumbling the last part.
"I mean yes, but you're my husband Jimin. I can't just leave you like this. So I was wondering if you want to come with me?" He looked at me with hopeful eyes, and I bet that he won't be like this if he finds out what's happening to me right now.
I bet that he will not want me to come with him anymore if he finds out my situation right now. We're just starting and now this.
"Jungkook. Let's just talk about this when we're both ready, okay?" I smiled tightly at him who looks confused. "Huh? what do you mean ready?" He laughed nervously, completely confused.
"You said you want to be with me, right? all the time." He started, looking at me. "Jimin, why are you like this? why are you acting so difficult these past few days?" He asked calmly but my reaction was far from calm.
I stood up and glared at him. "I'm acting difficult?" I scoffed, looking down at him. "Says you who's forcing me to go with him so his mother could talk shit about me again! that I'm using her son for their money!" I shouted.
