I was already done roaming the hospital with Jungkook when both of our heads snapped at the direction of someone calling for me.
"Dr. Park!" I smiled softly, looking at the boy who's running towards us.
"Ah Taemin. Hello!" I greeted, bowing a bit. Jungkook only stared at him blankly which is a bit weird.
"It was nice meeting you Dr. Jeon! I hope you will like our hospital." He smiled politely, bowing his head.
"Sure, I will." Jungkook gave him a small smile, bowing as well.
Taemin then bid his goodbye, giving me a pat on my back. I gave him a wide smile in return.
I turned to face Jungkook who's already looking at me. "Do you know where your office is?" I raised a brow at him.
"Hmm." He hummed, nodding his head before putting his hands in the pocket of his white coat.
"Where's yours?" He asked shamelessly which took me by surprise. "Is it your business to know?" I looked at him.
"Kang Eunri will be somehow your partner with the patient that will be assigned to you. I hope you two will work well." I continued, walking with him.
"Can't it be you?"
"No." I answered shortly, biting my lower lips and it seemed like he noticed it so he clicked his tongue and said, "You will cut it. Stop biting." I immediately let go of my tongue and looked down.
"How's.. my temporary patient back.. in Japan?" I asked, talking about the 14 years old patient.
"He's discharged 2 days after you left, the kid even cried to the fact he can't see you because he needs to stay in bed." He shrugged, "I.. left him gifts and letters." I looked around and frowned with guilt covering my face,
"I have his mom's number anyways I.. I can call him." I smiled, but then someone wrapped their arms around my waist causing me to gasp.
"Dr. Lee!" I exclaimed, shocked. Jungkook eyed the scene intensely.
"Ah, I was just messing with you, calm down." He laughed and ruffled my hair.
"Are you dating him?" Jungkook asked in his husky and deep manly voice as soon as Dr. Lee walked away.
"No. He.. he just used to hit on me but I always refused. Naya never likes when people hit on me unless it's her dad-" I stopped. Jungkook looked at me. "Nevermind, just let's forget it." I shook my head and laughed it off to ease the tension between us.
"Babe!" And there's the cheerful voice of Hoseok, "Hi, I made Joonyoung cry." He pouted. I held both his sides and pouted to mock Hoseok.
"Why?" I asked in a cute voice, "I just adjusted his IV tube and he said it hurts."
Hoseok rants, I laugh and pat his waist. "It's fine, I suppose," I said, walking with Jungkook casually as if nothing happened.
"Hm. It better be! Alright, I gotta go!" He giggled before dashing off, holding his clipboard close to his chest.
I looked at my side and saw Jungkook still looking at me. It made me gulp and look away.
Finally walking away from him.
12:06am.
It is now midnight and I'm at the parking lot and texting my little sister that I will come and pick her up from her classmate's house. They did have a sleepover because of some thesis.
It was now midnight, and I was the only one in the parking lot. It's dim and eerily silent.
Not until Jungkook came in front of me. I looked up from my phone and eyed him,
"I already knew everything, I want you and our daughter back." He started, and said it casually, making me scoff loudly right in front of his face.
"Excuse me? You came back here just to show up to Naya and I like nothing happened before! No. Come to Hyen-ri."
"She's not pregnant." He said.
"And what? you'll come back here and expect to collide with our family again? Jungkook, that's just shit!" I yelled.
"You're so selfish! You always decide things for the both of us without getting my point of view!" And that's how our fight started,
"Oh I was the one who's selfish? I let go of you for your damn dreams!" I fought back.
"Oh? and I was calm? Did you think I was just there in Japan sitting still when I thought someone touched you?! when I was being arranged in a marriage I didn't want? when you broke up with me just like that?! when you leave me and throw me away without feeling guilty?!" He yelled, tears pooling in his eyes.
"You even not let me introduce myself to my own daughter!"
"You denied it right? She wasn't your daughter!" I exclaimed, mocking his voice. "Stop being stubborn and let me see her!" He was clearly pissed and frustrated.
"You always think about yourself!"
"Really?! and it wasn't hard for me everytime she fucking ask where are you? How have you been? telling me she's jealous of her classmates because their family is complete unlike ours?!" I cried.
"Fuck you! I managed to go to school while carrying her! I manage to gave birth without you by my fucking side! do not put all the blame on me!" I shouted and cried hysterically,
"And you think I was also staying still knowing you cheated on me while I'm pregnant with your child?! You denied it! so you didn't have the right to call Naya yours!"
"If Hyen-ri is pregnant. Would you come back here? begging me- fighting with me to meet our daughter?" I asked, angrily wiping the tears from my eyes.
"Jimin-"
"No! don't you even fucking call me. You just went here for your own selfish reasons. You never wanted us." I sniffled, walking away from him and getting in my car.
I started the engine and started driving away, but as I was leaving. I took a glance through the side mirror and saw him kneeling in the middle of the parking lot.
Hugging himself. It broke me to see him, see us, like this. But it would hurt more to have him back in our lives again.
Loving him was painful.
"I'm fucking sorry." I heard him sob loudly.
And my hands trembled, finally letting the emotions out and cried.
