To Fade The Scars[A Zak Bagans Fanfic]

Im Coming Home

Billy P.O.V.~

"And please, be home when I am this time, it seems as if youre never there and it's been about 10 months. I wanna see my little sister." I frowned on my end of the line. I heard her laughing. It isn't even remotely funny, I haven't seen her in almost a year. And my little sister means the world to me.
Yes she has her problems, but, I wouldn't trade her for anything.
"No promises Billy but I would love to see you too!" She said. "I agree it's been forever." she said a little less happy as last time.

It got an awkward quiet.

"Hey, look, I'm gonna uh. I'm gonna go okay. I got stuff to do." She said. I could tell she felt bad for not seeing me.

"Yeah. That's fine. I'll see you tomorrow after we get home."

"We?" She questioned

"Yeah, I was gonna bring over Aaron, Zak, and Nick for the week. I don't know, I mean they're fun people. They're gonna stay at my place so I figured you could come too." I bit my lip in anticipation. I was hoping she would agree to come over.

"Okay. That's fine. I'll get some shit together and you can pick me up here?"

"Yes! Perfect!" okay, now I'm excited.

We said our goodbyes and hung up. I was quickly brought back to reality. Man. I've been on the phone for two hours. I walked back over to the crew. We were waiting in the airport for our plane home to sunny Las Vegas. I was happy because this chilly European weather sucked ass.

"You look happy." Nick laughed. "I am. My little sister is coming to spend the week with us. I haven't seen her in almost a year." I said looking at my feet as I played with them.

"I thought you went home for a while though?" He asked furrowing his eyebrows.
He wasn't wrong. I did.

But Tamsyn was in the hospital again for another suicide attempt. Seems likes she always is...

"Uhm, you're right I did. But. She was visiting at a friends that week." I threw a half smile this way and he mouthed the word "oh"

"Well tell us about her." Aaron said cleaning one of his camera lenses.

God where do I start?

"Well, she's got beach blonde hair, her bottom lip is pierced, she's funny, she's wacky, she loves music more than people, well, I'm an exception but anyways, the only color she wears is black, and she loves the band All Time Low. and WHATEVER YOU DO! Do not! Point out!" I paused, trying to gather the words of what to say. "Yeah?" Jay asked

"Thescarsonherarm" I said fast and coughing at the end.

"Wait what?" Zak laughed

I took a deep breath.

"Alright look. She's got suicide and self harm issues. So please. Don't say anything about it. She just got out of the hospital and I. I just. Don't want her going back. I love her too much." I didn't wanna break down so I just buried my head in my hands.

Aaron put his hand on my back
"It's okay dude I know she'll get better. We're gonna have an awesome week and it'll make her so happy she'll never do that again!" He laughed. Aaron had a very comforting smile and laugh. I felt comfortable telling him things.

"Thanks." I forced a smile.

"What's her name?" Nick said leaning forward in his seat.