GRAFFITI | Jookyun ✓

#6

Trigger warning - Panic attack

~Changkyun~

Jooheon entered the room with a bag of chips in his mouth, a large cup of ice cream with two spoons and two bottles clamped under his arm. It looked like he was about to drop everything on the floor but somehow he managed to put everything safely on the side table. Magic - I thought. There was no other proper explanation for this. Honey looked at me and his face turned a bit concerned as he walked to the wall of our conversations. I got up to read his message.

"You're pale, are you okay? Do you want me to drive you home?"

Maybe I should tell him about my weird feeling? Hmm... I decided against it because i really wanted to watch a movie and be with him for a bit longer.

"Yeah, I'm ok, don't worry. :)"

"So Birdman is the movie you want to watch? I've never seen this movie, I'm very excited!"

He painted a little bee behind his answer and added a cute face on it."

"This bee makes you competition. It's almost as cute as you. ;)"

I painted a little wolf behind my sentences as i started feeling weird again. A bit dizzy. So I decided to sit down on the couch after I red Honeys last message.

"Let go watch Birdman then uwuwuwuuuu ＼(≧▽≦)／"

Honey sat down beside me and pressed the play button on his Playstation controller. The movie started but Jooheon forgot to activate the subtitles. I looked at him a bit helpless as he facepalmed with a shocked expression. I watched his mouth formed a sorry as he stopped the movie to look for korean subtitles. He quickly found them and started the movie from the beginning.

~Jooheon~

The movie was exciting to watch so i almost forgot time. I looked at my watch and it said it's 11 pm already. Wow the time has passed by fast. Ice cream and chips had been completely eaten and we both sat on the couch, sipping our coke and watching birdman. The movie was almost over as i noticed Changkyun's slowly falling head in the corner of my eye.

After a few minutes he spent startling up again and again as his head dropped, he finally fell asleep and his head slowly fell onto my shoulder. The coke he was holding in his hand also stood more and more diagonally on his thigh so i decided to place it on the side table. A few minutes later the movie ended and we both sat on the couch.

Changkyun still sleeping on my shoulder. I had to smile, it's really cute how he fell asleep on my shoulder. I decided not to wake him up so i leaned my head on his and tried to sleep as well. It didn't took long before I fell asleep too.

"Hmmm, Noo! Mum, Dad I-I need you! Come back!" I woke up from my sleep to see Changkyun screaming next to me. He was breathing heavily and tears were streaming down his face. Changkyun cried louder and uttered a few words that I could not understand because they were mumbled too vaguely. It took me a moment to realize that he was still alseep. He must be having a nightmare.

His screaming got out of control and he flailed his arms around. "Dad, stop please aaaaaaaah don't leave me alone!" Changkyuns face was full of tears and completely swollen from crying and screaming. How long has he been crying? I'm a heavy sleeper so I'm not sure. I stroked his head and pressed him closer to me. I almost wanted to say something soothing until i realized that he won't hear me, right?

All of a sudden he ripped his eyes open. It looked like he was fixing something, but I didn't know what. I turned his head to me and looked into his eyes. At least I tried. But when his gaze hit my eyes, I realized that Changkyun wasn't here. His eyes were wide open but his head was somewhere else, his eyes full of panic and tears. He still screamed so loud that his voice became croaky, it really hurt my ears but that doesn't matter right now.

I need to calm him down somehow but i never did something like this. Fuck... Is this a panik attack? I really don't know. I cupped his cheeks once again looked into his eyes and started screaming while i shaked his head a little bit. "Hey!! Changkyun! Can you hear me?!" His panicked face gave no reaction at all. His body was very hot, his face was red and he struggled more and more  to breathe.

I stroked his head and slapped his cheeks slightly, but still without any reaction. His crying was slowly but surely fading but his breathing got heavier and heavier until i was really worried that he couldn't breathe anymore. "Hey! Kyunnie! Wake up" His eyes scared me, they were so big and dark. He not only stared at me, no, he stared right through me, like he was somewhere else. His gaze was empty and completely helpless. His eyes still full of panic and his head turned a bit blue. That was the moment, I knew he has a lack of air.

I pulled out my cell phone and dialed 911. "Hello? Lee Jooheon here! I need an ambulance at the Lee mansion in Songpa-gu! My friend is having a panic attack and is running out of air! Please hurry!" The woman on the phone told me what to do so I tried to calm down Changkyun with her tips but it didn't work at all. He still didn't make the appearance of being present.

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