The Slytherin Spy

The price of love

Harry waited until all the noises in the old dusty house had stopped, only wooden creaking of old stairs remained.

He had packed everything he needed, his first plan was to go to muggle London and buy camping supplies and then apparate to an old forest near a small village.

He was too dangerous to be around others. He could feel his magic surge around him, almost like a flame reaching out to lick everything in it's way. Five jugs and 10 plates this week had been mistakenly broken.

Draco still wasn't really talking to him and Harry's heart crushed at the thought of what he was about to do.

Find the horcruxes and kill Voldemort.

Of course Harry himself knew he was a bit of an idiot, he could never figure this whole thing out by himself. Fortunately for him Hermiomie had a secret journal where she wrote down her ideas about what they could be.
And with this increased power Harry knew he could try and penetrate Voldemorts mind.

He had packed various spell, ward and other books. He had stayed up late every night studying the spells and the methods of surviving using magic. He had never apparated but he knew what to do and what else did he have to loose.

Before he could go he had to do something he would hate himself forever for doing. But he had no choice.

With his heart hammering in his chest he tiptoed to Draco's room and quietly pushed the door open.

---------------------------------------------------

"Okay positions, go" Hermione whispered and then the plan went ahead.
Ron gagged "this stuff is rank"
"Oh shut it Ron go get in the bed"

---------------------------------------------------

"Draco?" Harry called out in a soft voice
There was a movement in the bed and he saw Draco sitting up with his hair messy.
"Harry? What are you doing here?"
"Uh.." Harry started then heavily sat down on the bed, rubbing his neck anxiously.
"I'm going to hate myself every day of my life if I do this. But I need you to know I'm doing this for your safety. I'm dangerous Draco. I can feel my magic trying to surge out, trying to reach out and burn everything and everyone I love."
"Wait what are you talking about?" Draco asked looking concerned.

Harry sat and faced Draco, holding his hands in his own.
"I. Love you. Okay I love you so fucking much and I would give the world for you right? You're in so much danger because of me and I am going to give myself up so you can be safe. I don't give a shit if I die I just want you to have the best life possible. You deserve more than me. I love you Draco Malfoy and in another world I would marry you and have a life together"
"Harry you're scaring me.. I "

And then Harry kissed him, cheeks wet with tears.
"I love you too and if that's a fucked up marriage proposal I'd be tempted"
Harry laughed bitterly.
"I'm going to miss you so much my Draco"

And then without warning Harry lifted his wand, pressed it at Draco's temple and muttered "obliviate" with his eyes streaming and feeling his heart break into a thousand pieces.