The Lies We Tell

Chapter 3

The next day at school everyone had a hangover, good thing it was Friday, but that meant more parties.

Me and Serena were in our last class, Biology when my phone vibrated

Chuck: I’M SORRY ABOUT LAST NIGHT

Me: IT WASN’T YOUR FAULT

Chuck: YOU WERE RIGHT TO STOP

Me: DOESN’T MEAN I WANT TO

Chuck: WE CAN’T HAVE THIS CONVERSATION BLAIR

Me: I KNOW. BUT IT’S STILL THE TRUTH.

Chuck: YOU LOVE HIM. ALL WE HAVE IS SEXUAL TENSION.

Me: SURE CHUCK

Chuck: BUT YOU KNOW HOW THAT CAN BE FIXED RIGHT? ;D

Me: EWW YOU KNOW THE ANWER TO THAT ALREADY.

Chuck: SO YOU DO KNOW! PERHAPS ON THE NEXT PARTY…

Me: STOP IT!

Chuck: I’LL SEE YOU LATER B

As the bell rang my and Serena walked out together, “So what are we doing tonight?” she asked, “I really don’t know, I kind of just wanted to hang out and not go out to parties.” I said while getting my things out of my locker. “Yeah that sounds good” said Serena as she was applying lip gloss. “Maybe we can watch a movie at my house, and you can sleep over” I said. We were now through the doors ready to leave school; by the stairs were Chuck and Nate waiting as usual. As we reached them Serena said “So tonight let’s just watch movies at Blair’s”

 I couldn’t help but see Chucks smile as he said “I always love movie nights, but I’m taking a friend” a friend? “What friend?” I asked. “Ohh Chuck has this new lady who he’s actually interested in” said Nate, obviously happy that Chuck was inviting a girl to meet his friends. “And, why didn’t I know about this!” I yelled, why was he flirting with me last night if he’s interested in someone else, and who could this little slut be? “Chill Blair, you don’t always have to know everything, and it’s nothing serious” said Chuck, as he seemed to be enjoying my loss of control.

“Yeah whatever bring whoever you want” I said as I grabbed Nate’s hand “Let’s go Nate, so my place at 7” Serena gave me a kiss on the cheek and said “Tell Dorota to make those cupcakes I like” I pulled Nate before Chuck had a chance to say anything else.

On our way to my house I couldn’t help but think of Chuck and his new friend. I thought he never cared about anyone except for the night, or moment even, anyways except me. We’ve never gone too far as to have sex, we have had some intense moments but that’s it. I guess that’s another reason why we’re stopping with our moments of weakness because we both know that next time we won’t be able to stop. “Blair” but I don’t even care about Chuck that way so this shouldn’t really concern me “Blair, hello earth to Blair” what? Oh that’s right Nate! “Oh sorry Nate I’m just a bit distracted today” I quickly apologized. “Yeah I can see that” Nate said looking annoyed, hmm Nate we haven’t really spend any alone time lately. “So there’s no one home right now, why don’t you just stay with me the whole time?” I asked Nate as I ran my hand down his arm; I knew he couldn’t resist this option. “Umm yeah okay let’s go” he said.

As soon as we reached the house we went to my room. I loved my room it’s the only place where I can be alone without being bothered, I have so many memories here; some good some bad. As I opened the door I pulled Nate by the hand, he than reached for my face and kissed me. I really did love Nate he was an amazing guy and I knew we were perfect for each other. He kissed me all the while guiding me to the bed, him on top of me. Then I felt his hands unbuttoning my shirt as he kissed down my neck. Chuck loved my neck, but he knew he could never leave a hickey because well we didn’t ever want Nate to find out. That’s when I knew I had to stop, this wasn’t fair to Nate I couldn’t possibly make out with him while thinking about Chuck. Damn that Mother Chucker!