My "PERFECT" Love Story

25. Heights of insecurity -1

** Insecurity is love dressed in a child's clothing .**

A

isha's POV

When I was not in a relationship I used to think that guys who are unsecured about there girlfriends , they may be psychic or despo but when I came into a relationship with him than I realized that some limited insecurities and a fear of loosing someone whom you love too much is also a part of your concern towards him/her . I realised that such kind insecurity proves that Yess the person cares for you and wants you .

But for me his protectiveness was on it's heights . He was trying to do every possible way to keep me happy anyhow but this anyhow sometimes made him insecure too .

Usually I love to watch crime series or TV shows like Crime Petrol etc  because their episodes were not interrelated so it was easy to catch a story and it was not so boring like other daily TV shows .

But he thought that I would badly get affected by these criminal activities so he always used to tell me ," Baby I have told you so many times don't watch them I don't want that your mind  be affected badly ."

He wanted to see me in always happy , healthy and peaceful state .

But it is the world darling and it is not going to run according to your shoes . Life has it's own journey with it's own turns .

As I was fond of reading novels and watching korean dramas and when I was either reading a novel or watching a drama I always used to discuss characters and stories with him .

He used to say that keep it with you we would enjoy it together whenever we could .

It was the time when I was watching one of my favourite dramas Secret Romance  . I was in love with it's lead characters Cha-ji-wook and Lee-yu-mi . Both were so cute .

It is a basic nature of a good reader he/she lives a journey like a part of a story with his/her every novel , so am I .

I remember that day , it was the holiday from office and I was lying on my bed and chatting with him and telling him about the latest drama that I was watching and then I started explaining cast and their roles I was so mesmerized with the Ji-wook's character and in between telling him about his character I could not understand that I was making him jealous with Ji-wook's character and finally he broke his silence when I said that I love Ji-wook .

He texted this time and his anger can be shown in his text easily ," If you are loving him then why I am here?? May I know??"

I became shocked I tried to explain my point and texted," Baby I didn't mean that I just wanted to say I am in love with this character or you could say it may be a crush!!"

This time he texted me with more aggression ," What do you mean by crush?? It means that if it is possible to meet him you may surely date him?? isn't it??"

This time I was getting pissed off and thinking inside why everytime it's been so difficult to make him understand my points . I texted him,"if you think so..!! than that's good!!"

After few hours we both thought about our chat ,our points etc then I came to understand that he loves me alot and that's why he is so concerned and possesive for me and then I decided to say sorry .

When I picked up my phone to text him I saw one message poped and yes it was a sorry from him .

I called him we both said sorry to eachother and made things clear . But he was so guilty and at night he again said sorry to me and continued," darling don't you know how much I love you?? So please don't do this again I can't even listen these things and I know it was just a character and they are getting money for doing so but it should not happen again!!"

I was just awe at that and felt how someone can be so pure and innocent . I fell in love again with him .

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