BAKER IN LOVE

Part 42 - GUILT

Tae reveal himself from behind the door and entering the office with tears in his eyes.

"Hyung I am sorry I didn't know that Bogum hyung did all of that to you. I am sorry to brought him into our life. Hope you forgive me Jin hyung." Tae hugs Jin hyung tightly and cry.

"Silly brother don't be sorry. The one who should sorry is Bogum not you. You are the victim here."

"But he tried to hurt you hyungie. My own boyfriend try to molested you. Luckily you can get away what if not. I will feel bad for the rest of my life since I am the one bring that bad guy into our life. I will never forgive myself."

"Come Taetae. Jin hyung is fine you don't need to feel bad for yourself. We both handle him pretty well. What we don't want now is he come back into our life by using you again. You know that you already have Jiminie right? You both love each other so let is past stay in the past. You don't need to seek him out to find the closer since you now known all the facts."

Tae nodding at Namjoon and try to calm himself down. 

"I should have seeing the sign but I thought he only admire our Jin hyung. Stupid me can't tell the different between lust and admiration. To think that he loves me. Such an idiot."

"Come on Taetae. You wouldn't know I mean he cover it so well. None of us could known."Namjoon try to ease Tae's pain.

Tae quietly look at his brothers. Making all of us feels unease at the moment.

"Tae if you have something that you haven't told your brothers I think you can share it now." Yoongi try to make Tae come back to his sense.

"Is there anything that you not telling us here Tae?"asked Jin to his lil brother whose now seems so faraway with his own thought.

Silent hit them again since looks like Tae try so hard to explain what he has known back then  and with what Bogum told him earlier. Now he understand the connection and he feels so stupid to break his heart over a man who try to hurt his hyung and break their family apart. 

Jin can see that he try to explain it to us but his face looks so broken again like back then when he heard his boyfriend left him without a note.

"I ... I think all this time I don't want to admit it that Bogumie did give all the signs perfectly clear about how he feels about Jin hyung."

"What are you saying Tae? What do you mean by that?"

He sits down and gasp "Well I met him earlier try to figure the reason why he left without closure so I need clarification from him. He said that he saw Jin hyung at the college back then and he fell in love with him. But he being told that Jin hyung always surrounded by me and Namjoon so in order to get closed to him he used me since I am the youngest. He find me easier to get close too."

Namjoon help Tae to explain to the others "Jin hyung was famous as Ice Prince back then so no one can easily get close to him also he what we all called handsome nerd. He always study and no one can bother him. All the ladies and gentleman was very fond of him but he not interested. All he loves was his book and his stove. If he not studying then will be in the kitchen cooking."

We all smiles and nod together.  

Tae continue "Well as you all known he succeed to get closer to Jin hyung. But he found Jin hyung really very difficult to be approach so when he learns that I am in love with him. He used me to get closer further. He was my first so I was trully happy when he want me to be in relationship with him. But he makes a deal with me by not telling anyone about our relationship especially the company since its against the rules."

"Everytime we go out he always ask me to bring him to our home since he doesn't want us to be exposed in public. I never understand until now why he never take me to his home ever. When Jin and Joon hyung told me to get rid of him I was mad. I don't understand why you guys don't want him at our home so when I told Bogum he begin restless. But he not dare to call it off the relationship. So we always see each other at random hotels out of town but never once he tooks me to his home."

"After several dates he become restless again he always try to meet me at our home. Finally he did it but I left him that day cause I got called about a job. I told him that he need to wait for me at my bedroom until I return. When I arrived at the cafe and waited no one show up so I keep waited for an hour."

"Then I was return to an empty bedroom with no one can explain to me when and why Bogum left. I didn't know that he was being throw out of our home for what he has done. When I asked him earlier he didn't tell me those part only mention that he fell in love with Jin hyung and Jin hyung can't accept him. I was shocked but I am glad that I am no longer have feeling for him long time ago."

"But I do feel really bad for you hyung." He stands up and kneel in front of Jin. Jin immediately ask him to get up. 

"Please stop feeling so guilty my brother. I am fine. He didn't harm me badly I mean we are the one who beat him up for what he has done to you. So stop blaming yourself. We should push you hard to leave him before all this happen in the first place."

Namjoon hugs Tae to calm him down "It's our fault not take good care of our little brother as we should and letting some stranger hurt you like that. We are the one who should apologize to you."

The three brothers hug each other tightly to calm their lil brother who tears keep pouring down. Jungkook pull them up and wipe Tae's tears. 

"Guys all of this is already in the past. You guys grown to become wonderful and beautiful Men now. The past only teach us to be strong and aware not to let the mistakes happen again. Come sit down and cool down." Jungkook makes them sit and cooling down.

Eventhough Jin not crying but Jungkook knows that his boyfriend must be feel awful about what happen in the past with his little brother. He pulls his hands and bring him to his. He holds and keep them in his laps while he smiles to his babe. Jin feel a bit ease after he saw his beautiful boyfriend. He smiles back at him.

Hobie come in and he brings tea for all them to relax them further. Yoongi helps his husband after then they return to their seats.